its warm in here and so coming out doesn’t seem right

questions arise as to whether I should go

I can’t anyway, it’s not time yet

I suppose she decides when I can come out or maybe it’s me who gets to choose

but if it’s on me then what happens when I get out of here?

will they introduce me to the world?

will they like me if she does?

Time is not linear but it feels like forever and I want to be glad to arrive

It’s tight in here and the stretch is near

stuck and aware of how long it’s been

holding on and fighting the urge to stay with the fear

It’s getting to hot to stay in here