Ends

 

People will find god during loss

Grief will lead them to believing in something else

Anything to find meaning

Anything to make it less random less painful

But I didn’t

My first loss turned me away

Because if someone out there cares this much

Why take those from me that I love

 

When I lose people

I take comfort in space

I take comfort in having two states between us

In having distant relationships

I move forward in seeing the sun

In knowing that the world is still there

That when I am ready the world will welcome me back