I began with a poem about the ideal dreamlike 16th century courtship between Shakespeare and Anne Hathaway, and I end with something more contemporary. Similar dreamy idyllic moments, but completely different realities. How will this story turn out? Read on…
My head rests against his breastbone
The canopy closing us in a cocoon of our own
Away from all forms of scrutiny
As I lean in to kiss him
My heart is like a lake brimming over in the monsoons
Filled not with water
But a positively caffeinated hormonal cocktail
I know I am not dreaming
As I smell his cologne
Perfumed diesel, after effects of a jeep breakdown and a spare tire change
A stormy calm
Before a calm, bubbling storm
I lean back
I look into his face
Pleasant, no doubt
But not what I want, not now
The canopy obscures us from outside scrutiny
But it also obscures the outside world and its treasures from us
And I am impatient and inquisitive to see the rest of it
The torrential monsoon becomes a faint New England drizzle
The lake has had its fill
I am ready to move on
Cinema dream sequences usually get the details right
It’s the ends they get wrong
Because in our world, there is more than one type of ideal end
“I had a great time.” “Me too.” “We should do this again sometime.”
We get up together, and embrace one last time
Walking back home in opposite directions