A beast lives inside my head
moves all around.
Intensely, pulsating sometimes
throbbing.
Play hide and seek with me and slips off of me when i try to capture it from its root.
when I focus to undetstand, it dissappears.
I slowly now understand its many disguises so I simply
watch and see its true form.
It no longer hold its shape and illusions of being real and solid.
Soon it dissappears,disintegrate
leaving just a soft trail
like a leftover tail.