you were everything
and nothing
to me
I had to let
you go
strings cut
monkey
off my back
for the last
time
said I to myself
46 times before
what made
this time
so different
I am different
I am better
without the
pretenses
the process
undo because
your heart is ill
prepared to
love my heart
permanently
problem is
I was willing to
wait around
count the sheep
watch you hide
and I’d seek
but your
heart is not
to be found
and I dropped
mine on the
ground for you
for you
I was torment
and lament
of blue
dreams reoccured
and the missing
piece was
complete without
you
so this is the
end the final
show
the last goodbye
the i told me so
again
all is not fair
in love
but this wasn’t
love, was it.
only fools rush in
I say only fools
stay
so goodbye
farewell
see you never
is the better
way
wish you well
on the other
side of the street
the way we
don’t kiss
and say goodbye
is now loading
and the load
up is complete.
FJ original 2016