This was not the plan
How could it be?
For you to be there with him
and for me to again be alone
You were never committed to this
that is clear to me now
This was our problem
How do you not see that?
But you were not willing to fight
for this relationship, for my love
You were meant to be my last chance
at building something real
This is our end then
How do we move on from this?
Clearly you no longer care
how much you leaving me for him hurts
You were supposed to be the one
who would fix me
This is an interesting write and I have many personal questions for you – but am glad that its on paper and out of your system and that you have space to grow and continue telling the story – should you choose to.