I wrote a song to you today,
wondering if you would listen,
listen to the brushstrokes
as I painted you into a picture,
hoping you would see.
See all those words I had written.
Each word a rake across
this hellish soul.
each pen stroke a drop of blood
dripping,
drip,
drip.
I screamed so loudly no one heard.
their faces, ghoulish masks
scarlet lipstick,
stained teeth
gnashing
laughing.
I dreamt a dream about you today,
wondering if you had one, too.
Did you see me as I saw you?