You kept me up last night
When I should have been sleeping
Against my better judgement I clicked on the link to your life
(Because our lives are simply the result of someone’s search engine)
And there you were, in all your glory
Beneath the lipstick, the leggings, and the long, black hair
I try to find you, I try to find the face that haunts me
That I’d rather not remember
When you were my brother.
You change your looks and you change your name
But can you change your memories?
Because I cannot change mine
No matter how hard I try.
I can’t actually
Ever go to sleep.