I remembering being told that the size of bowl and the size of fish explained how you related to your surroundings,
Even in the biggest pond there must be a place to hide, and small pool can feel empt,
The last year was a body of water changing size every moment
Feeling suffocated then alone
Cycling miles down the beach utterly alone on Saturday,
Then locked away curfewed in my self chosen cell.

When a prisoner is release they take the bars with them,
Standing where I am the before is seen through what happened,
After such a trip there is so much to unpack.