I never gave my bones
much thought when I had form,
flesh. A frame. Inconsequential.
When we died, we could join
our ancestors, our parents,
back and back and back.
I do not remember how I died.
I know that I did. I was mourned,
placed in deference to cross
and return. I watched others,
sisters, sink and rise. I do not know
what I am.
I was not my body. I was not
simply human. Are any of us?
I felt, still feel, the pull Beyond.
I cannot tell where or in which
direction. I stay. I remain.
I loved and was loved
by scavengers, dutifully, gratefully,
playing their part. I was not
flesh. Some scattered me,
my bones, and I did not follow.
I have not felt pain. I was not bone.
Water rose, and I saw the sun
through surface ripples. Eons.
Beautiful.
Two bones left— tibia and fibula.
They are not me. I do not believe.
The sand and silt cover them,
and I hold my watch. Dust.
Desiccation. Crystalline sharp
taste of salt.
Tibia is dust destined, dust borne,
dust released. Grateful.
I am not tibia.
Fibula hardens, stubborn. Like me?
All that is left of my body.
Here I remain.
The dead are tourists passing
through, nodding as they watch
and see and whisper and leave.
I am alone.
Fibula browns, imitates a brother,
mineral. Am I Fibula?
I remain.
This poem is so haunting and there are so many powerful images here — “Tibia is dust destined, dust borne, dust released …Here I remain … I am alone.” There is so much to unpack and think about in your words and you have touched upon ideas that I have pondered as well in regards to death. Really well done!
I love this, it does have a haunted vibe, nice.