schitzo-espistolary

Dear Death,

Fuck you.

Dear Cancer,

Fuck you too!

Dear Addiction,

I’m hunting you down.  It is the end my friend.

 

Dear Guilt,

Keep trying.

Dear Anger,

Please go. Fade away.

Dear Shame,

Not Today!

 

Dear Body,

Please stop fucking hurting.

 

Dear Heart,

I am sorry. Please don’t miss a beat

Dear Mind,

Don’t worry.

Dear Soul,

Keep growing.  Seek the light.

 

Dear Voice,

Sing softly through the night.

Dear Hands.

Get down the words, take time for drawing.

 

Dear Children,

I love you.  To infinity and beyond.

Dear Memories,

Be Kind.

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

Dandelion ~ an Ode: RIP Momma

Many call you names

 

I see your wishes, where all they see

are weeds

 

I know all your uses, replanting

tender seed

 

Dan de Lion ~ forever blow your horn

 

Endless possibilities

blown into space and time

 

Petals soft and yellow

with roots to calm

and Bitter greens

 

Dan de Lion ~ forever blow your horn

 

Forever in resin

“As you wish”

Means, I love you

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

Down Recovery Road

the path less traveled

one day at a time

baby steps- with unsteady tread

courageously continuing

 

the last one, began

inspired by a thousand

counting days instead of steps

comforted by written word

 

new adventures still await

 

straight on till morning

with words i wish i wrote

 

another odyssey

a wandering saunter

venturing the promenade

I explore my expedition

 

free range roaming

the itinerary

 

progress on a route sojourn

trekking the migrating

pilgrimage

 

venturing along

the voyage

strolling through the course

of passage

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

Beginning to End

Anxiously awaiting~

she longs to create

it is herself, she can’t escape

 

Purposely Pointed

tired and disjointed

ready for re-birthing

The beginning of the end

 

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

 

 

When Lost

The land knows –

You -were born of it

womb from loin

 

fire burns, ashes lay

blackened darkness

Even- when you are lost

 

stop to listen

the land – knows you

 

seeds buried deep

sow, what you intend to reap

 

tears- like water flow

tis not the only way, to grow

 

know, you. Are not alone.

Even – when you

are lost.

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

Quanked

light headed.  words spinning round

with 12 hours left.  lucky 13.

Just over the hump, now

through the night.

 

no rest for the weary

dawn comes too early

as time slips by

quickly- quietly

 

running together, endlessly

as the guitar strums, its lullaby

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

“The Voyage Out”

The sun going down. Dusk saluted. As usual,

by instantaneous sparkle of light.The hours between,

were always difficult to kill.

Night.

 

The dance further tarnished by the dissipation. Certainly in the opinion of those who lay,

in the middle.  With coffee beside them, and their cigarettes.

Unusually dull.  The women, unusually dressed.  The men unusually distributed,

an hour ago.

 

Either of the two – As every person.

Received, now engaged.  Seemed hard, and prompted the caustic remark,

that fed.  Their silence. He said.

Reminded

 

of the silence, in the house.  When each held – a lump.

Stimulated by this.  Liken some –

to canary birds, to swine, and to loathsome reptiles.

Curled round, decayed bodies of intermittent sounds.

 

Now – a throat clearing

a patter of conversation, just declared.

If you stand- when being mauled.

these comparisons, did not rouse

who, after a careful glance around the room

fixed eyes, upon native spears.  So ingeniously arranged.

Their points clearly oblivious.

Whereupon, perceiving. That

 

mind completely blank.  Fixed attention

more closely upon fellow creatures

too far from them to hear what they are saying.

Pleased. To construct little theories

from their gestures and appearance.

 

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

 

 

Day 419 ~

My dearest Mandy,

 

Here we are once again.  Differently, yet still the same.

Words written through out today, only touch the guilt felt shame.

Never mind, the fucking pain!

 

Denying truths through unwritten spaces.

Putting yourself through the paces. Relearning to purge upon the page.

Making space by challenging your inner demons.

Embrace it all with your words and phrases.

 

Dig deeper girl ~ FEEL it all.

Observe, don’t absorb.  Accept, don’t push it away.

Surrounded, within the protective crystal orb. Knowing this path is not the easiest to take.

Recovery and Self at stake.

What are you willing to be

to ask

to change.

 

Love Always,

Me

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

caffeinated dreams

moonbeams in my coffee

soon the hush, will fall over

the concrete jungle

 

And the damn fog

will come rolling in

upon the dock

 

pouring from an

empty canteen

she’ll set the finished works

on the dusty shelf of fir

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

Unsolicited Submissions

unwanted thoughts flood in

plaguing heart and mind

whispering “crazy”

 

not sure they’re mine

psychically emphatic

or insecurely blind

 

is there any truth to them

questioning, mind comes unhinged

 

mercifully jumping

through the rabbit holes

twisting and turning

till the truth is unknown

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

1 10 11 12 13 14 18