There are those dreary nights
When one swears to hear tapping
Out there, or in my beleaguered mind
Fear, isolation, and other destructive blights
Or is it a ghost
After all, I lived and loved
Made glaring mistakes in my lust
those of which I should not boast
The radiance, beauty and dare
That voice so wild and untamed
The way she entered the room
like a Greek statue, arms aflare
I keep hurdling in anxious temptation
Is there a greeting, within my tortured soul
My heart beating, in a doomful cry
the pounding, I fear, is my final Damnation
There is a rise in me
some misty apparition of hope
So I did take advantage of my aging feet
and checked the door to see
Before me, a milky darkness
There was silence, yet a silky flow
Strange threads of white
teasing me, and my moral starkness
Two golden wings appeared, waving
and then turned to black
Speeding off or disappearing
I could not tell in gasping breathes craving
The story was told
but the end was in my room
As I turned to see a wedding dress
tattered and cold