I am dying inside…

and nobody knows

so nobody cares

(to know me)

 

i am rotting…

a stinking hulk of flesh

where everything is melting

mere tears never matter

and nothing

affects anyone

but

~Me~

(they don’t see)

 

i am being eaten alive…

by overwhelming love

i’ve given

and taken

(none left in me)

 

bits and pieces

consumed

until there is nothing left

nothing at all…

 

i am searching for my Self

never knowing where i’m going

(forever lost)

 

Happy?

 

I Am Not.