Please, Mama, I don’t like it
I push the peas around
It doesn’t matter what I like
When I’m in Mama’s house
If you don’t eat it for dinner
It’s breakfast in the morning
If not breakfast, then for lunchtime
And that’s your final warning
If eating peas will make you cry
There’s bad news all around
In Mama’s house, they give you
Something to cry about
Please, Mama, it feels scratchy
I scrape across my neck
It matters not to Mama
It’s her house, last we checked
There’s nothing wrong with cotton
And there’s nothing wrong with tags
Mama asks me if I’d rather
Go to school in rags
If tickles make your body mad
If touches make you shout
Hold it all inside or get
Something to cry about
Please, Mama, I’m alone in here
Please, Mama, stay the night
Stay till all the monsters
Are finally sleeping tight
Don’t talk about your Dad that way
You know your brother loves you
We don’t tell lies, now say goodnight
The way that good girls do
If someone makes you hurt or bleed
But you don’t have the proof
I’d probably not suggest you stay
Under Mama’s roof
Please, Mama makes no difference
Please, Mama doesn’t care
Please, Mama shuts the door
While I am running out of air
Please, Mama doesn’t get it
Please, Mama doesn’t see
Please, Mama says I love you
To the people hurting me
Please, Mama never noticed
Please, Mama turned her back
Give that girl an Emmy
For how well she can act
Please, Mama says she’ll never
Understand why I don’t call
Please, Mama thinks that she was right
Making me so small
Please, Mama is the victim now
Please, Mama is in pain
But till the day I die
Mama will not see me again
Hauntingly beautiful.
Oh yeah: this one rings and resonates in my soul. Did you ever hear that song “Farmer’s Daughter” by Crystal Bowersox? That always gets me because there’s a verse in it that says, “This is the last time you’re gonna see us around; this was your last chance to prove you wouldn’t let me down.” It and your poem make me angry/sad all over. Every time dear ol’ mommy comes up, it’s a fight to find something worth remembering or a concession to I just wasn’t good enough for her kind of love.
Your poem? Whew! Do you have more like it?
I haven’t heard that song, but I will have to look it up.
I have a *lot* of poetry based on trauma and mental health.
OMG.
So distressing, so sad, so emotional. Well done.
Heavy. And understandable.
Hard-hitting! The flow is so haunting, it gave me goosebumps!
Powerful! The repetition works so well in this.
Powerful, the flow of the poem is so good!