Before Darkness
Not wanting to stab anyone in the neck, I dropped the knife.
You plotted
You schemed
You laughed thinking of me
How I’d be all alone
Later that night
How you would
Knock and bang
And give me a
Fright.
What you did not know
Is that I am strong
And not afraid;
My go-to weapon is a
sharpened
Blade.
After Dark
You three
Wanted to scare me
Thinking it would be fun
All laughs for everyone
In the stillness, in the dark
As you snuck through my yard,
Like thieves in the night
Thinking I wouldn’t put up a fight.
I was scared
As you knocked
As you banged
As you demanded,
“Let me in!”
With your flashlight beaming in my eyes
I was the one to give you a surprise
With one hand, I flung open the door
In the other, I gripped the knife.
Who then was scared for their life?
Not me.
Your snorts of laughter
Turned to gasps of fear,
Tasting your own disaster.
Feeling your end was near.
Not wanting to stab anyone in the neck,
I dropped the knife.
You learned a lesson that night:
Don’t be messin’
With a blond
And a butcher knife.
Disturbing.
As a big man it always wrenches me to learn the sense of physical danger that women live in and the fantasies of being able to control a physical situation.
Disturbing to realize the grown man privilege of freedom from fear,
The last three lines are a poem all by themselves.
After re-reading them, I think so, too.