I lay on the table
Wires pressed into my body
I closed my eyes
As the technician
Uses his wand
Pressing into my skin
I can hear my heart
On his monitor
A slushy steady thump
He moves his wand around
Talking and feeling
He would tell me when to breathe
And when not to breathe
My heart now beat inside my chest
and outside too
As if I had two hearts
One within and one floating through the room
The technician would stop and hold to take a picture
One particular spot catching his eye
I could tell by his lack of communicating
He was studying and wondering
My heart had a weakness
But was very strong
He told me again and again
How strong it was
As it beat inside me and outside me too
I knew it really was strong
It had weathered love and divorce
Loss and hope
Later the Doctor would explain
The small aneurism
That would later disappear
But the sound of my heart
Beating
Two places at once
It would be all right to give it away
It could beat inside me
And inside someone else too
I could keep it safe while giving it away
It was a strong heart
I had heard it for myself
And the technician had told me so