She gets to see the better side of you
The one I never got to see
She gets to be showered with gifts and love
When I was with you all I seen was excuses
Now you want to be a new man
Go figure…
You used to be all about yourself
Now you’re with her and you’re selfless
I’m glad that I could be your teacher
Glad I could be a life lesson
Glad it was all at my expense
I’m the one who dealt with all your bullshit
I’m the one who had tears in my eyes from your lies
You never comforted me
All I was told was I was doing too much
I just think it’s messed up that she will never get to see
How much you messed up when you were with me
I literally gave you all my time because I was blind…
…I was patient
And although I try to remember all the good times…
…all the bad outweighed them
Trust me I could never be bitter
Because like Big Sean said,
“I don’t fuck with you”
Nope not anymore
I had to let you go so I could be my best
And let God determine if you’re going to be her blessing or lesson
I just find it funny that you thought we were still going to be friends
Oh, hell nah
I’m not worried about none of that closure shit
The way you did me will forever be your karma
All I’m saying is that it’s a damn shame I had to go through all that