Therapy
By: LuvMiFreely
(Hour 3)
I don’t know how to articulate how I feel
So I let my thoughts spill
Across these pages
As I go through phases
Trying to understand my feelings
Emotions
Going through the motions
The highest heights
Cloud nine potion
Until I realize I have a phobia
And then I’m left falling
Crashing down at a speeding pace
I have to admit that I’m all over the place
Unsettled
Yet unbothered
Brain racing at full throttle
It makes no sense
But this is my normal
Scatterbrain
Feeling used and useless
Sane yet insane
Why do I feel this way?
This isn’t my mind on drugs
No illusions
These delusions aren’t a dream
It’s my reality
And now you’re probably just as confused as me
Good…
Now maybe we should both go get some therapy
I love the way you created that feeling of discombobulation through juxtaposition:
“Unsettled/Yet unbothered”
“Sane yet insane”
I think we have all had those moments especially after the crazy pandemic year we have had.