HOUR #9 (Desperation Haiku)
At this tip of pen
The sun sets, and my words fade
Against empty page.
24 Poems ~ 24 Hours
EmoGirl vs. EmeGirl
“ I saw mountains, how high?” Imani Ruz
EmoGirl shy in the corner
not easy to make friends with at first.
Until you see her true potential
hear her words speak honesty.
EmoGirl doesn’t sit at home
in front of screens,
get fat on bon bons.
She’s busy writing, reading, living
to feel sorry for herself.
EmoGirl isn’t a #1 fan, doesn’t have to say she is.
Won’t stalk him, lie about him with other’s opinions,
fake herself friends, steal pictures from someone else’s
social media.
EmoGirl won’t have more handles than she can count.
She has one and a handle on her own life,
lives it inside her own pictures.
Emogirl doesn’t ask for self pity,
her mom died too.
She celebrates her mom.
Knows her mom didn’t want a wake
or funeral.
Wanted the people who loved her
to do so when she’s alive not dead.
EmoGirl wants this too for herself.
EmoGirl knows mental illnesses
Emotional breakdowns
Anxieties
PTSD
Anger
Hurt
Depression
What’s wrong in the world,
but never once does she pull down someone else’s success
to burn them.
She celebrates in the company of others.
EmoGirl doesn’t see mountains as obstacles,
she’s far too busy rising from the flames
to set any fires.
EmoGirl pushes record, screenshots the lies
so tomorrow will see the hidden truth and learn from it.
you are what laughter is
at 3 am after a long conversation
unexpected, loud, bright enough to fill
every empty crack with light
smile strong for all the hope
that is possible
stand tall for all the strength
that is potential
you are whipped cream melting
off a cake in the summer sun
are the lilting high notes of a violin
yet carry the lower registers too
looking at you blinds me and
draws me in at the same time
and I don’t even have a crush on you
all I’m saying is you carry joy like
other people carry a title
swing it through rooms like a signature
that promises not to be
inauthentic, forced
you talk of your flaws like
a jeweler trying to make a bargain
by exposing anything that might
bring the seller to drop the price
you don’t need to buy what you already own
don’t need to prove to me you are
validated in selling yourself short
I won’t believe you
I may not know all of you but I can see your glow
I may not be close enough to count your scratches
but I can tell you bring your own warmth

Shifting prismatic
Light that shatters
Fracturing
Against the edges of reality
Sorting
Through the fragments of color
Selecting
Each facet
Rebuilding
The mosaic of identity
Transforming
A liquid vessel
Taking
The shape of its contents
Sculpture in waiting
My Mistress of unlight commands pursuit of the brutal and profane,
Ever insipid in her own crimson distinguishability,
Clawing and demanding of my dark and tortured affections,
I will yield to that which you desire with presiding intrigue.
Inner self and commanding force molding you unwittingly to my will,
Your innermost desires to be met at the graciousness of my hand.
My Mistress of the shadow wishes dark desires fulfilled,
Impulses that will be thoroughly shaped into mine,
With subtle hand and masterful stroke will you be made anew,
Painted and commemorated in the images of wretched obscurity.
The imperious nature of myself yielding with slight of hand,
Every wish I shall acquiesce to your murderous intent.
My Mistress born on the scarlet wings of hellish inclination,
You shall want for nothing in accordance with my framework,
Mere clay to be shaped in accordance to my fire fueled Hadean craft,
A beautiful and terrible image modeled on my perceived subjugation.
With your permission obtained I set forth adoration,
Ever aware of my task at hand and the unknown bending of your will.
My Mistress created of a tumultuous relationship we savor and endure,
I shall become docile in your quest for the perfect victim,
One to be molded and statuesque in splendor,
Our love to be completed by my own bloodied artistic impression.
you did it again
you are thunder and lightning
answering the call
we raindance in awe
raw power crashes the sky
inspiration calls
Pandemic times arrived like a thief at night.
It stole and stole and stole from us.
Now that I can remember grandma’s voice
saying, no pain no gain,
I wonder what one can gain from a thief such as this pandemic.
So I count my losses, pitch my tent with the hard lessons;
I count my gains, my gains are not on the fatal statistics.
I will step forward and backward,
cast wary looks to the left and to the right,
and then cross that lane with vest,
as i kill two birds with one stone.
Written from Hour 9 text prompt.
Puppy-Butt and
Kitty-Butt talk
Often on the phone
But Puppy-Butt
Is fading fast
Living all alone
So Kitty-Butt
Reads poetry
In an even tone
Puppy-Butt will
Soon just ashes be
With some bits of bone
Then Kitty-Butt’ll
Toss her happily
Where she’ll no more moan
A Baldy’s Notion
I haven’t a baldy’s notion
A famous Irish saying
Meaning no idea
Bald men must have some notion
Annoying for sure
Likely my bald head will perceive me
Don’t judge us as fools though
You’ll be the one left gobsmacked!