Depression (2021)

Draining of life
Encompassed in an unseen weight
Pretending it’s okay
Regretting
Emotionally exhausted
Sorrow hanging like a cloud
Should I just
Ignore it
Or
Not?

Sorry.

The thought of you suffocates me now.

 

The memories of us

Are strained and warped

I feel the need to apologize,

But I know now

I have nothing to apologize for

 

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I’m not sorry.

 

I’m sorry I couldn’t be you.

Is It A Plane?

There is a light in the distance, 

Is it a plane? 

I can’t tell if it’s getting closer. 

Is it a plane? 

I imagine being near the light 

Feeling its warmth 

its energy 

Is it Superman? 

No

That’s silly

Stay focused 

Is it a plane? 

30 minutes have come and gone, 

It hasn’t moved. 

It’s not a plane. 

Poem 3-Brain

My brain scampers

I drift in and out of consciousness

How many poems

Are written half asleep

Or half aware

My brain swirls

Dancing with words

Little partners

That drift in and out

Of my private seduction

My brain tries to focus

I am at it’s mercy

It drifts, sways, swirls

It scampers

It seduces

I am at the mercy of the poem

 

 

Taken

Who told you that you could use

My image anyway you choose?

 

And likewise, Pix of them I take,

Will find they live a pseudo-fate.

 

For ‘taken’ they are

And ‘taken’ shall be;

Their image, yes,

Belongs to me!

#2. Juna

Juna sits so regally and fine
Her white fur tangled everywhere
Like tumbleweeds divine.

Although her hips are giving way
She follows faithfully
Chasing shadows with a bliss
Wandering and free.

Juna is a friend of mine
A dog who is so true
I’m grateful for her presence
And energy anew.

Itching

The growth on my arm

is getting bigger

 

a friend suggested

a linguist

who arrived on foot

who asked for tea

who handed me a note inscribed

”ADJECTIVES ARE KEEPING IT ALIVE”

 

So I stopped

talking

altogether.

Philip V. Coombs 11-12pm

Little Lucky

Four-leaf clover in my pocket.

Skipping stones along the river.

Singing tunes.

Better sleep.

Four-leaf clover Luckiest of them all.

Barefooted on moss.

picnic with a soft breeze.

Dreams continue.

She Took A Photo

She took a picture
one long forgotten
buried under age

She took a picture
a moss covered
walking bridge

She took a picture
standing in the
long green reeds

She took a photo
capturing her
loveliest memory