Hour 11: Nature’s Blessing

Our Gods are not the same
But if you ask me
To pray for you, I will
I’ll pray to the sun
To gift you a warmth
That will spread across your chest
When the world feels too cold
I’ll pray to the moon
To help light your way
When it feels too dark
To see the future ahead of you
I’ll pray to the trees
To give you roots
And to the earth
To keep you grounded
I’ll whisper these blessings
Into the wind
An unseen messenger
That will carry them
Through the trees
My forest
My church
Our Gods are not the same
But if you ask me
To pray for you, I will.

Twelve Times ‘Til Tuesday

There’s a better place than here,
I said.
It’s at least twelve times prettier,
And it has twelve days in every week.
There are twelve rainbows after every storm
Instead of, maybe, only three.
The hourglasses are twelve hours long,
I reminded him,
Just like on Earth,
So, that’s not confusing.
But, there are three twelve-hour parts
Instead of only two.
I made it that way,
I explained,
Because it reminded me of you.

And love,
I said,
Isn’t frivolous; there are at least thirteen words
In this language, alone,
To specify your direct meaning.
I got tired,
I shrugged,
Of all the important parts
Being lost in the shuffle of things.

We can go tomorrow,
I suggested,
Since it takes twelve times ’til Tuesday.
And all of what you love most, here,
Can be packed in photo-boxes.

He looked at me like I was mad,
Like I had lost my mind.
And though I did – once or twice or thrice before,
And nearly a fourth time –
The funny thing about photography
Is you keep a picture of things;
And reference tools break all the rules
So, I found it thrice again.

And, once I’d played lost-and-found
Those thrice-over times,
I found a portal to a magic place
Where I could find my heart again.

Stranger yet is learning, next,
That, once one’s lost their mind,
Finding pieces of one’s heart
Becomes an easier thing.

It took some convincing,
I’ll tell you that,
For him to believe I wasn’t crazed.

But, when we’d traveled eleven times
And nearly passed next Wednesday,
He saw that, just around the time
That the sands were almost fallen
The world I’d promised was just beyond

At precisely twelve times ’til Tuesday.

Visiting Aunt RoseAnn

Visiting RoseAnn in the land of In-between

Simultaneously sweet and strange

Overstuffed furniture, afghans, Comfortable and cheery.

Her eldest, widowed son’s home.

 

90-year-old Rose outlived sisters, brothers, her only daughter, and one of her sons.

Her home with too many steps and too much yard work is where she wants to be.

She lives in the anticipatory state.  “Take me home,” but her sons never do.

“Home” is real and metaphorical.  They aren’t ready to let go.

 

 

Hour 11, Land of the Ice and Snow

My ancestors hailed from harshness and sought new lands far and wide
with their wooden ships in which to spread their seed, for farms and for genetics.

The land I long for is that of my origins,
known only by legend.
In that place, whales spout in ice choked bays and fjords,
ice achieves a depth whose inner color rivals that of the piercing blue sky,
northern lights dance an impossible dream of pulsing colors
within a perpetual twilight,
hot springs of mineral laden water bathe bodies that ache with cold,
and a fire blazes within a great timbered lodge whose walls resound
with the fire songs, the sea songs of old.

I will see this place when my days have played themselves out to their end,
a valiant life the earned passage to my seat among ancestral Norse ranks.

IF

If I could reach the land untouched by man

and unkissed by human feet

If I could touch time and hold it in my hands

and turn it back

If I could place the world on my shoulders and

move the pieces forward as I would

If I could be the king in the IF Land

If I could see the inner-most part of a human soul

If I could cause the river to flow backwards and ask the sun to keep still

If I could be the king in IF Land

There would be no impossibility

Only possibilities

And, Less Obscurely

Like Old Faithful, which I have never visited,
I get notifications of new sites to explore via Atlas Obscura, a wondrous travel page
for eccentric treasures and places over the world,
each one tantalizingly more far away and remote,
suggesting a reality outside the realm of quarantine and paper towel counts.

Currently awaiting my rueful inattention in my clogged in-box:
Visiting the Brooklyn Trail Mining Ruins of Fayetteville, WV;
A Vietnam Culinary trip;
the Hobbit Houses of Culver City, CA;
a Gargoyle and Grotesque tour in Newcastle, England;
and a cemetery tour of Doodletown, NY, a town with no living residents but three cemeteries.

Flush in time as I am at the moment, and willing and able to go to anyplace in the world,
I find it ironic we’re suddenly grounded for the sins of the overgrown child
who resides in the Oval Office.
Could the ineptitude have been part of a larger plan? Is that even possible?
First, prohibit visa applications, then bungle our response to a pandemic to the extent that
no European countries will accept us, and probably Asia and Africa don’t want to smile at us
if we were to walk through their airports, either.

Where’s left? What’s remains to compare to the hidden nooks and crannies shown me
by Atlas Obscura?
My own state? In my mental state, do I want to cross into other counties, and be perforce
to how they do or do not respond to a changed world?

I wish it were possible to go so far in that we were on the outside again.
If we woke up and pretended we were in a different place – a prison –
would we be more willing to comply with the simplest of precautions?

Maybe I should just pick up any number of the books waiting for me to turn off the news.
There’s a lot of travel in Jude, the Obscure, the hapless family leaving behind addresses
as soon as their matrimonial secret is revealed, all leading to the tragic death of Father Time.

The unfairness of faith being the cause of its own demise is a tough lesson to share,
but maybe the unsilent minority needs to listen to what they’re actually being told.
There’s not just a whiff of sulfur at the rallies they attend…

Metropolis (Hour 11)

Metropolis

The smell, the noise, the traffic is too much.
Streets are dirty; people are rude.
I am terrified.

This is the heartless Metropolis of my imagination.

Pushing, hurrying, throbbing.
No rest. No peace.

I have no place in this Metropolis.
I cannot go there; I cannot be there.

Culture is overshadowed by crowding.
Daring eclipsed by danger.
Innovation obscured by insolence.

Tugboats, taxis, ocean liners, airplanes —
endless turbulence, constant confusion.
Brash, bossy, brazen.

Executive suites and slums.
Limousines and subways.
All that’s right and all that’s wrong with America.

Into Japan – hour 11, prompt 11

Into Japan I’d like to roam

amidst cherry blossoms’ sweet perfume

konnichiwa as I kowtow

when meeting those in kimono

at giant red torii respectfully gaze

and simple Buddhist shrines amaze

its food, my favorite sushi bites

red and orange, black and white

the shodo, or calligraphy

and painting fascinating me

the brush’s art in every letter

seems light and dainty like a feather

the bonsai, it’s a careful tree

pruned ever so unnaturally

yet its tiny winding way

intimidates and awes my stay

no comfort comes though if I squeeze

into a cubicle meant for sleep

or a subway packed to brim

where workers fight to get in

her scrapers shout neon reds and greens

while bars pulse with karaoke scenes

she’s stunning, I can easily say

I’d love to visit in person one day.

– Sandra Johnson

A Starling Being

 

Thunder shook the horizon in the land of Nin
As the Hoboken waited for the storm to begin
The stocky grassland race hoped for a prophetic child
A starling being with gift to tame great beasts in the wild
As an adult he’d regain their homeland lost long ago
To the cruel Kek-mim raiders from the Forgotten Snow
Cities and loved ones left encased forever in ice
For their resistance, they paid a terrible price
But the young one would mend a painful past
Ears perked as due north they heard a blast
The motley group shuffled hurriedly forward
And arrived to hear cries from a great orchard
A Hoboken baby screamed, from tiny blankets born
Stuffed inside a tree trunk, by lightning shorn
Matronly hands clutched the boy as all danced and chattered
So much lost through the years, now justice was all that mattered.