A Random Walk

A random walk is the best
when you have nowhere particular
you want to go
and you’ve got all the time in the world
for exploring the farthest reaches of your mind

Let your brain meander through you past
while your feet take you to your future

The clean air clears your spirits
while the swaying trees remind you
of your mortality

A brisker pace
only rouses the birds
who fly away to their freedom
leaving you behind to toss away
your worries
down the canyon

never to be seen again

Back Porch Good Morning

Back Porch Good Morning

 

Sensuous aroma of coffee wakes me.

Black smoothness, warm, delicious.

I can feel it, hot, going down.

 

Sunlight pierces my eyelids,

familiar stab, hinting at the coming migraine.

Careful.

I clench my eyes shut

and turn my chair away from the rays.

Better now.

 

Seeing without looking,

I know the trees are happy.

How could they not be happy,

with a thousand trills of birdsong in their hair?

 

The gardenia is showing off again,

smiling from every blossom,

though I cannot see them from here.

There’s no fragrance quite like gardenia

mixed with morning dew.

Gardenias never travel incognito.

 

And Shisa’s here, pressing

her warm muzzle into my hand,

saying good morning and that

she still loves me.

Eyes still closed, I bend and kiss

the top of her orange head

while she licks my fingers.

We both enjoy a small brain squishy,

then she wanders off the porch to the grass,

heeding Mother Nature’s call.

 

I put my bright blue coffee mug down

on the white plastic table and stretch –

a long, delicious, gentle stretch –

arms out, legs out.

I could stretch a mile,

but I’d hate to have to walk back.

I settle for half a mile.

 

Then I reach for my black-and-white plaid journal

and my pen.

Open it to where the green ribbon is.

 

And the day has officially begun.

 

It’s going to be a good one.

 

I can sense it.

Dream Generators

Salty and spent dream generators editing the clips from today into an old cine Super 8,

Tangled hair whipped around smiling faces,

One hand to link the chain and the other to cling to railings like drunks,

Fighting the intoxication of a windy sea day taken straight out of Blackpool

circa 1984

Daft and dizzy

In October just before the razzle dazzle illuminations

Queuing at the Winter Gardens – embossed tickets in hand – not available at the door

Light pockets – birthday money spent – a little here and there wherever we went

And the pinch of posh new patent leather that’ll need wearing in…

That kind of carefree playful gust that brings the mood with it

And paints a facsimile smile with the memory it whips across your lips-

Tickling against coke floats and screeching on the swing boats –

Rough sand exfoliates the dulled senses

Sloughs off the worries

And you’re brand new

And silky smooth

Against the sheets –

Sliding into technicolour dreams and imaginative treats.

 

Poem #6 from Prompt #6 ” Sunrise” by Ingrid Exner Half Marathon 2020

I rise in

Darkness.

Humidity and heat

hang heavy in thick air.

Clothes stick and

I rush out and gulp

fresh morning air.

Light summer breezes

carry me to

pier.

 

Pre-dawn Darkness-

Stillness

Silence

Vacuum

S-p-a-c-e!

 

Tern calls overhead-

screaming Morning.

White Light marks horizon

separating dark water

from Sky.

Inhale freshness-

Smell of Dew!

Horizon line shakes as

Water- Sky lighten.

Fiery reds and yellows

blaze onto horizon-moving up Sky

as Morning moves in and speaks through the Sun.

Shimmering glory sparkles on water.

Sky radiates Gold!

Ingrid Exner, Poem #6, Poetry Half Marathon 2020

 

 

Hour 6 – The Gathering

The Gathering

Around the table we sit
ample food, wine
with candles flickering, cozy
The lights reflecting back to us
as the evening deepens beyond the glass
The conversation leaps around
from one person to the next
one topic to the next
punctuated by laughter
I lean in
and drop the perfect line
Bullseye!
Laughter
Looks of admiration
Inclusion
The perfect night

Promising Signs – Hour 6

The faint pitter-patter of light rain enters my ears
The first tell-tale sign of a good day
I do not wake till the sun shines bright through my eyelids
The corridor is empty
I let my skin soak under a warm shower
I don’t leave without wiping at the fogged-up mirror to find my fresh face

The trees pass by as I head to class
But first, a taste of sweet, milky, toasty-warm tea
That’s when I’m ready
My rear-end lands on that familiar seat in the room
Surrounded by the same smiling faces and laughs
My ears focus on the sound of Dr Jatswan imparting his wisdom upon us
Taking us across the globe, back and forward in time
Like getting an adrenaline rush from all the learning

The sun burns hot in the sky
Something I appreciate more now
The whirring-past of the train rings through my ears
I watch as the city flies by me
Occasional exchanges with strange eyes
Teasing stories I will never know

Loud meows greet me before even opening the door
The keys jangle as I reach for them in my bag
The comforting smells of home invite me in
I close my eyes as my bed wraps around me

I wake again to the sound of a warm voice
The voice that greeted me into this world
Higher and gentler than mine
But clearer and stronger
The gaze from her round eyes give me a sense of security
My home is complete now

The kitchen is alive with my movements
The air smells good enough to eat
Dishes prepared by my own hand
Good enough to fill my own heart
That’s when I am satisfied

The night falls
My Lord calls
The silence beckons
The prayer mat spread on the floor
Aimed straight for Mecca
My forehead touches the ground
And that is where I found
My truest self
In conversation with God
When my mind clears
There are no more fears
Only purpose and understanding
Tomorrow is promising
To be the ideal day.

Lost (Hour 2)

If lost, she’d weep.

For everything she knew, then, would be erased.

First steps towards expression, while reading others left an intense impression.

For everything she knew, then, would be erased.

If fire reversed the reign of power, they too, would be lost.

Goddess from Heaven

vi. Execution

 

Oh little heaven, let me convey the message

Oh little heaven, let me convey the message

 

The heart of an outcasted prince from far land developed an affection on Lavaana.

As usual news as it sounds

The king spares none who eyes on his daughter

Thirteen killed and he’s the fourteenth

He’ll be asked for last wish tomorrow, the execution day.

Oh little heaven, as always my heart is aching while delivering this

Oh little heaven, as always my heart is acting while delivering this.

 

The tiny angels flew as they went.