Running towards the Sun with an Axe in my Hand

I am the beads of sweat
Trickling from my scalp
To the puddle forming
Under my feet.
(I am not my feet.)
My hand-me-down sneakers
Accuse my legs
Of that I am guilty of;
(I am not my guilt.)
That the sun
Towards which I run
Is the same place that I am leaving.
(I am not the axe that I hold in my hand.)

Prompt 2, Hour 2

Write a poem about magic. Magic as something real, magic as something imagined, magic in a fictional setting, magic in an urban situation, it can be about how children perceive the world as magic, or possibly magic, anything really. The word magic need not be mentioned, but it can be.

Hour 1 post: Two Girls at Taco Bell: An Elegy

I do not know what pronouns to use
for the girl I was at nine years old,
sitting across from another girl

who was not a girl at all. As he bit
into his burrito, I imagined that one of us
was a boy– it didn’t matter who– and we

were on a date. I imagined that we
had driven to Taco Bell in my lime green
convertible, that I steered with one hand

because he was holding the other. I imagined
that he looked like John Lennon in his round
sunglasses, that he’d insisted we eat here

because of how much I loved the bean burritos,
saying it’s alright babe, I don’t mind. I imagined
that he always called me babe, that our whole

life was a sleepover that never ended.
At nine years old, our hands were too
small to know what it meant to hold

each other, though we held on through
sweaty palms and wayward glances
from strangers in line to order their

crunchwraps and double-shelled tacos,
too rushed to call us out for being dykes.
They would have been wrong and right

about who we would become. Now, we attend
colleges on opposite sides of the state,
only meet in the summer. We never say

anything about the burritos we ate
one-handed, though we still look into
each other’s eyes without daring to ask

what we’re looking for. Our Taco Bell
has been gone for years now. Another
restaurant stands in its place. We drive

away in seperate cars. In a year’s time,
he will no longer know what to call me,
and I will begin to hate bean burritos.

Hour 1 poem: Malicious

Malicious

 

I am the thing that crawls around your brain

That whispers madness, disregard, distain

I am the darkness when you long for light

I make you dismal in the small hours of night

I am the words the swirl ‘round your head

Repeating remarks others once had said

I am the obscurity of visions, vile, untrue

That keeps you from seeing the momentous you

I am the malicious thoughts you deliberate

That twist and twine your hopes and bind your fate

I am what is keeping you from starting life anew

I am nothing but your thoughts. I am you.

 

Marathon

All power and authority

Summoned and required

Fervently preparing urgently daring

Striving to our hearts desire

Some collapse some surpass

Some crash some succeed

Connection to entities greater

The need

Through all terrain and realms

Valleys, Precipices, and Venues

Forward onward

The Marathon Continues

Willingness to Bend (Poem #1)

God

Just blow me away

Let my melody run with the wind

Nothing can stop the breeze you are flowing within me.

It is an overflow of your spirit,

an overflow of your joy,

your promises are everlasting.

there are no circumstances!

Just as you blow the wind with full force,

just as you rush the water in the rivers without hesitation

you also pull me into your loving arms

Let my strength be as willing as a feather taking it’s course in the wind.

Prompt One

Heigh Ho
____________________

I am the cheese –
even now I count the times
and lose track

I am background noise –
outside the light’s beam
or on the periphery of something

beautiful.

You move on
and on
and on

while I am the one
holding space

room enough

in case you return.

A snuffed candle
leaves a smoke trail –
I am vapour

residue
of the flame.
I am on your clothes
on your tongue
the me
in you.

No child
or cat
or dog
I am the cheese

and your palette
tires of this taste
the flavor of the month
now baklava

but sweet honey
am I for the
connoisseur

so I will wait
on and
on and
on

until

I embrace
my inner cotija –
pour myself a glass
of wine and lift it to
the sky I am.

I Am

 

Hour One

 

I Am

 

I am watching slo-mo years

race by at breakneck speed

on a different stopwatch.

 

I am reflecting myself

as I peak into the Sound.

Tip toe to the edge,

have to watch the kids,

cause it gets deep fast.

 

Orcas come in close,

spout and shrill,

smell like the seaweed

that opens it’s arms

in watery welcome.

 

I am spectator.

I am witness.

 

Where I stand was

under a mile of ice

fifteen thousand years ago.

 

Ice melted,

land rose,

relieved of weight.

 

Footsteps pattered

onto fertile terrain,

islands carved by

icy retreat.

 

I am a witness.

I am a spectator.

 

I am responsible.

 

 

 

 

Incongruous

I am purple glitter cascading onto white marble swirls;

I am frizzy, puffy curls in a flat iron world.

I am amethyst toe rings wiggling across a pedicured floor;

I am snorting laughter during Robert’s Rules.

I am fake eyelashes and black eyeliner in a prosaic coif;

I am improper and awkward.

FEHU

Fehu is the key in opening the door

Of loving oneself just a little more

By looking to others to hold my hand

It disappoints time and time again

 

Ancient knowledge guiding the way

Providing fulfillmen to the end of days

Fehu must be shared freely, no hoarding of toils

Being materialistic, one must avoid

 

Reassert intentions with this magickal stave

Cosmic fire in Freyja’s Et shall brighten the way

Dig deep in your soul, turn dark into light

By valuing oneself, Prosperity reignites