Driving

Poem 11

Driving in the dark
Doubts haunting like the shadowy mountain range afar
The air cool and thin
Bumping along a narrow road punctuated by puddles and dirt
Going beyond houses barricaded by high fancy walls with bright lights and landscaped foliage
Into rougher terrain and corner shops and fellas on the block
Still my heart does not pop
For all roads lead somewhere and even in the dark

there’s light ahead

18. Evening fog (a revue of the Royal Crown variety)

Hat. A fedora tonight, I think. The air is a white plume on black noir.
Boots. Laced, no, buckled tonight, yes.
Blue-grey smoke, (not like that faggots’ eyes.)
from my cigar, or is it my pipe, no, it’s a cigar tonight,
Dominican, Full bodied, just like I Like ‘em.
A little scotch, just enough to singe, and lite.
Jazz, jazz to a slow groove, with a silky alto.
My soundtrack. Don’t mean a thing, am I rite?
A stray cat crosses my path. Lookin’ like a, you know,
not lookin’ half bad in thrift store frock, hopin’ some
Shmuck gives her more than a night. She gives me the luxury of a
second glance. But with evening fog like this
who knows what I might be.

White Hairy Monkey (Fu Ding Bai Mao Hou)

I love teas, my favourite being the Chinese white teas, which are the top 2 buds of the tea plant, which are left to dry in the sun, with no roasting. White teas are caffein-free. The White Hairy Monkey tea of this poem was what I drank at my first pamphlet launch, at Waterloo Tea in Wyndham Arcade, Cardiff, Wales.

White Hairy Monkey (Fu Ding Bai Mao Hou)

Brethren of Silver needle,
a pale sweetness enveloping
that opens to yield umami in droves
when strained from my green

Yixing clay teapot,
its frog lid
guarding its secrets.

table for two

A table for two

In the middle of the glade

Shaded with lilac wisterias.

A table for two

Is it me and you

Watching the butterflies

Flit with the humming birds

Glowing with fireflies

Mosquitos at the ankles

And tiny wasps overhead

Table for two

As we hold hands across

Playing footsy up my legs

Wit you

 

Table for two

Kiss me across

The meal is an excuse

To be with you

 

Colours

 

Poem 10

colours

 

Red flows from me
From the soft folds of a slit
A rhythmic cycle
That sometimes I anxiously await and most times a daunting curse

Brown skin a canvass
Of lines, of spots and art
Inked by needles coloured red, green, blue and black
Defiant expression of self

Black hair cascades in limp coils around my back dripping with water from a bath.

In contrast

when taken by the wind
It’s a mass of defiant dark curls, my inner gypsy 

My heritage, my sexy, my me stepping out with all the colours that that make me who I am

Hour Eighteen, Titles

Cloud Mountain

El Paso, my surprising home, is bisected
into east and west sides by the Franklin Mountains,
and bound on the south by the Rio Grande,
nestled in the pocket created by Texas,
Mexico, and New Mexico’s intersecting borders.

Spring’s relentless winds create walls of brown
clouds that spill over the peaks of the mountains
in waves of oncoming ocher dust that infiltrate
each crack and crevice of our home, lining
windowsills in brown, clinging lines reminiscent
in miniature of depression times, grit that was
pervasive and choking, people never fully feeling clean.

Summer’s rainy season tamps down the dust,
white rain clouds approaching the east side
of the mountains and coalescing in wet mounds
that mimic the spines of cacti-covered peaks, at last
spilling in abandon over the mountain’s west side.
Gray rains pound the impacted desert soil in a visibly
creeping wall, our coming year’s welfare dictated
by impassive, breaking, mountains of clouds.

Hour 18–At the Circus

It was a public hallway

at the Westchester County Center

surrounding the arena

hosting the circus

Must have been an intermission

For the boy to be there

and see

a clown in full make-up and outfit smoking

into the pay phone

and hear the voice

of an everyday adult

arguing about money

the elastic holding his strawberry nose in place

plainly visible

 

Hour 18: Dead in Her Head

(a villanelle)

The witch was dead
but the others told her
it was all in her head

Yet the headlines read
as the corpse grew colder
the witch was dead

She knew she had bled
the wounded soldier
it was all in her head

Still she said
despite what they sold her
the witch was dead

Though she carried the dread
it was just as they told her
it was all in her head

She never did wed
and she never grew older
the witch was dead

it was all in her head

All in the DM

 

Poem 9

All in the DM

Block
Delete
Unfollow
Moved in haste
Not one pause
flicker of regret
With each tap of the screen
Erasing you from sight
And mind I do so hope
In less than a minute
After hours of conversation

Gone from my world

Nothing more than an attention fix
sliding into my DM with just a Hi

I’m stunned by the ease at which we spent the morn

But like much it’s gone

Attentions shifted
Tastes altered
Appetites grow and diminish

But wishing you well
DM guy.

Table for Two (Hour 18)

The oak grain deepens by candlelight
in a corner of the bustling room.
Beneath undisturbed dinnerware,
the place settings set upon
a vacant table for two.

In the middle of an insignificant month,
on some random, middle day of the week,
tables sit people conversing about their meals,
but at the table for two,
there is no one who eats.

There is no apparent significance of today’s date,
And the table for two sits alone in view of the on looking balcony.

As customers leave the evening grows late,
There is no one who comes, and yet the table for two still looks inviting.

A table for two, a reservation was held,
But what unforeseen circumstance
Has delayed these anonymous guests?

Perhaps there is a name on a list somewhere
With a number to reach the party involved.

Perhaps there is a babysitter who canceled at the last minute,
And now a young mother and father are tending to sleepy children.

Perhaps there is couple arguing in the parking lot outside,
Having never left the car since they arrived,
Neither ready to surrender or come step inside.

Perhaps there is a car stalled on the overpass, broken glass,
with unconscious passengers running late for their dinner plans.

Never the less their seats wait,
to celebrate a moment that won’t come,
To be served meals that have grown cold
By candlelight cast askew,
For no one is coming to claim their seats,
at this vacant table for two.