Coming to and end

In the early morning light

I stood on the cobblestone street

In the middle of the old city

Visiting ghosts

 

As the sun rose

The shadows shifted and mingled

The wind picked up and howled

 

I stood in the middle of the cobblestone street

In the old city hounded by ghosts swirling with the wind

And I felt nothing.

 

I felt nothing

No sour taste behind my throat

No constriction in my aorta

 

I was numbed

I did not feel the cold air, the freezing rain, the blistering sun

I just stood there waiting for death to come

“Four – Words and a Poet”

 

For almost all my life, I’ve known that words
were thick like leaves upon the cottonwood,
like starling feathers on a wheeling flock,
flashes on the water, glimpsed through the clouds.
For just as long, they’ve hidden like hedge birds.
I’ve had to chase them out, and beat them good
and hard with graphite sticks, with rope and rock,
to keep them from dispersing through the crowds.

But have you, though, ever felt them when they’re right?
Have you felt them in your bones or felt them break
every heart you have, then heal them back
into one heart that beats hard as you write?

That’s why I gather words and why I take
my bones and hearts and strengthen what words lack.

Hour Three

None of the pictures elicit an emotional response. All I can think of is lying down, closing my eyes, and going back to sleep. So I could take a quick catnap, and not fall much behind. Couldn’t I?

I could not. By the time I am refreshed enough to get out of bed, half the day’s prompts will have come and gone. I am only sitting here from a strong commitment I am adamant about.

Sorry folks, as I struggle to maintain consciousness, I may be leaving a very long trail of haikus.

 

Sleep, my enemy

Stolen another, have you?

Dear God, eleven oh six

 

Sun and Moon

“Yellow flowers pink balloons,mommy loves you.I’ll be home soon” a song I made for my baby girl almost seventeen years ago.                                                       “Over the rainbow under the sea,I love you and you love me,tell everyone that you know mommy loves you so” was my ode to my son two years after his sister

My very own sun and moon.              Now my babies are teenagers.        My first job is almost done.              The job of preparing them for what’s yet to come.                              So now instead of lullabies we sing “my opportunities are limitless,when my determination is relentless”

almost full

searching

for the address of

the moon

 

i glanced away from the road

awashed in my headlights

turned my head left

 

she was there

making the grey clouds shine

 

unquestioning

 

i don’t need a map

i can trust my instincts

to find her

Independence

                       as far as I see me,

Bright sunshine and nature’s beauty,

The world so beautiful to see,

Outside the room and Yes with sight that is free.

 

Night Owls

The heat from the sun lingers after dark,
When the owls and foxes come out to play.
When you hear the town go silent.
When there is not a single life force in sight,
is when WE come out to stay!

Abandon

It was abandoned long before we,
ages twelve, eleven, nine
gathered enough courage to
walk through its open doorway

some roof remained, sunlight freely
illuminated what remained
kitchen counter, enameled sink
weathered, cracked-wood table, chairs


one corner, mostly untouched by
weather, time – stacks of small boxes
cardboard, wood, filled with
imaginary treasures of young minds

reality revealed only documents,
old newspapers, black-and-white photos
lacking any compelling narrative
we ignored the documentation, the

remnants of a life – lives? – abruptly,
haphazardly abandoned to time, nature
there was some history to be told, surely
some memories someone had to have
someone unknown to us had made
someone disposed of by neglect, default

the land where the house sat, owned
by a local family, who had let it sit, full of
what was once someone’s life, let nature
begin to reclaim it without obstruction

I wonder now, decades removed from
ignorance of adolescent archeology
if someone, somewhere, ever wonders
whatever happened to….whomever it was
that once lived, once left, an old house
in the woods, those few of us brave enough
to pshaw thoughts of ghosts, might have been
the last to ever give comfort to same.

 

– Mark L. Lucker
© 2017
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BY HIS GRACE

Hour Three

BY HIS GRACE

Sunset of life, but the dawn
of a new day.
She says she is six, but she’s really
Seventy-six.
She says she’s playing dress-up with
Sister, when really
she’s getting her gown tied
up in the back.

In her mind’s eye, her world is
beautiful and bright.
Truth is… her
Room’s painted gray with
charts on the walls.
She and her neighbors, exchange
clothes in the halls.

On Monday, she’s baking cookies,
and muffins of oats.
On Tuesday, she’s teaching a classroom
of thirty.
On Wednesday, she’s traveling abroad
with her team.
On Thursday, she’s sixteen,
in a uniform brown.
On Friday, she’s fifty–speaking
on stage.
On Saturday, she’s fishing with her dad,
by the creek.
On Sunday, she’s kneeling at
the altar to pray.

And now, by His
Grace, is eternity’s day.

© 2017 Kathleen J Kidder