3 – Before Darkness

A lifetime of thoughts happens
In the minutes, sometimes hours
Before I close my eyes

The worlds that never were,
But might be – if I write them down
The morning after, or even now
If I reach for the notebook by the bed

The things I never said,
And never will, the responses
To things both happened and wished,
Or dreaded, but always imagined.
The scripts we prepare for,
That never play out

But the wildest of thoughts
The best of ideas
Will never be written,
Will not be remembered
As they pass in those final moments
Just before drifting away
Before the blackout of sleep

Hour 1 The End

The End is yet to come
The end will be second to none
The end is still not yet
The End of my internet woes
I wonder when will it end
Never yet now or then
I wonder when.

copyright 2016 Roxann A Harvey

Existence

From nothing

no form no existence

A thought a particle dust

Electric resistance

Magnetic events

Cosmetic defects

Electromagnetic reasons

My form is being.

Time is unending

Space is not bending

What is the MATTER

That thought u brought about

That what is- is

Or isn’t yet to be

To breathe

To see

Hear or feel

Think or thought

It’s all forgot

But that is not in existence

It is and it is for instance

U and I

It and that

Us and we

Together forever

More and more

However u bore my sons

They are here by ur Suns

Orbit in rhythmic blues

Repetitious continuous

permission ungiven accidentally livin

From secret time to secret life

And secret minds will soon collide

Explosive mitosis

Now it’s neurosis

My only psychosis

It’s orbit of course is too small for exponents

The fire the flame

Supernova’s my fame.

 

by Khalifah Luciano

Before Darkness

I didn’t ask for this!
Mind battling with conflicting interpretations of my post recent situation causing me to lose my syncopation with life.
I thought I was born to be a wife.

Before the darkness came there was nothing but light. Clarity seeing. Forward thinking. Peaceful dreaming. Serenity drinking. Before darkness.

Now, I can’t see past the lies. All things are blurry before my eyes. And all I want is what once was again.

Then I think to embrace the darkness because after it, light comes again.

CLASSROOM

Careless heads drooping down all tensed

Letting out a sigh so loud it hurts

Aeroplanes getting ready to roam around

Sweets and notes being passed ‘under’ground

Singing so low in tunes all so vibrant

Ready to sneak out when teachers turn around

Only to be caught midway , contempt abouts

Overt and covert , weird faces made

Memories to remember , even when these days fade.

A Moment Amplified

An echo of a moment amplified
remains for the rest of time
a moment
a thought
aren’t these enough?

Mere living, one thought
yes, mere living
and that is enough
to leave an imprint,
a ripple out.

 

Before Darkness

Gone before dawn

It slinks away

 

Digging itself into the recesses

of earth, and self

 

Retreating, able to strike again

 

Anxiety reigns, in daylight hours

As its prey, seeking my escape

 

Before Darkness

Breaks

Poem 3 – Before Darkness

Before the daylight ends,

I will shed light and spread love on the hurt

That shattered your imagination,

Smashed your inspiration today.

But I can’t give light or love

Unless you I spread my heart in those shallow places you forbid my presence.

Without your permission, there’s

No path that allows me to enter.

Before you vanish into dark places

And hid the best in you,

I desire to pull you so close

You’d never want to leave.

But you won’t let me!

I loved you,

You only liked me.

Yet I am the love and light

That suffers from your poor choices

Before darkness.

 

Strangers on the highway

The highway is gray and humming below
And the world is passing my window.

A world I don’t know, but exists all the same
People I don’t know by face or name

They don’t notice me, or they don’t let it show.
I’ll never learn who they are, this much is so.

I’m not above nor under the people I pass
Not in the physical or even in class

We are all the same on the highway called life.
It’s my prayer that the stranger’s path is free from strife.

And the road stays clear
Free of danger or fear.