So Many Words

deep bassy chords, beating my veins

echoing

wanting to forget

 

where i am

 

haunting voice

singing, striking my soul

 

taking me away-

not letting me forget

 

the ache

and another summers passing

 

So many words

left unsaid, and unwritten

stuck in my head

 

wanting to forget

where i am

 

 

great divide

 

Great divide

Seeing through

Making things unrealizable

Such sizable

 

Longing for peace

Sadly it is just

A green green grass of home

Moving so delightful

 

Long forgotten

A past

A memory

Outstanding the test of time

A  notion

 

Still underwent of life follies

a long forgotten journey a lost memory

 

10: 12 pm PST 13/08/2016

© ROY MARK AZANZA CORRALES

Cousins (for Sarah N.)

A summer photo –

cousins in a chair.

Boys with poking elbows,

summer faces alight with fierce delight.

One can nearly smell the boy funk radiating from

the chortling, belching, farting swirl that

is the giddiness of planned pranks,

campfire smoke woven through their clothes,

the odor of fish upon their hands…

the ultimate silence

when they collapse into dreamless sleep,

over done by the sticky summer day.

16th Floor-Ladies Room Chair

Just one seat for the lady of the evening, chair fit so fairly for a queen

in the ladies room

dare you to even attempt to sit in it

Clothes adorned; so worn, splatters of blood and the human stain.

Ashamed because she never left this building
Death came to her that fateful night she stayed late
He never acknowledged her pleads
Halls filled with her screams of terror
No locks on this public bathroom door
A building full  of empty rooms
Filled with spirits of the day’s passing
No one left to witness this sacrilegious act of desecration

only walls only this building knows
If only these walls could talk of what they see
Old buildings like these incinerate their secrets

The evil that lies within

Just one seat for the lady of the evening a seat she’ll have for all eternity.

 

~ism

Poem Two ~ Rooftops and Treetops

How are rooftops like tree tops?
There are tiles like leaves,
and there are cinderblocks like
the branches twisting down.

If only rooftops could breathe like trees,
could only grow like trees,
could only give life like trees.

Silence Falls

 

Silence falls tonight, my eyes unable to see my lovely silver orb of light.

I see no heavens, no earth, no beacons of light,

shining from millions of miles away

in the celestial seas of unknown delights.

 

So many unknowns I’ve dreamt about, happily lost in their impossibilities.

But tonight I do not dream – 

not of raspberry Milky Ways or earthly endeavors.

Silence has fallen, within and without,

and I’ve drifted to some place I do not know, do not recognize,

and yet I know how the drifting will end.

The blessing of knowing too often is a curse.

The silence within comes in blessed dulcet tones, that indeed can be heard, 

as if bliss kissed my lips with a rich and sweet Merlot.

But the silence from without echoes like a cavernous roar, 

forcing their bitter herbs down my throat, 

reminding me of a truth I wish I could forget.

But truth is forever.

 

I drift now, wishing hazily that I could bend and move through time.

Where I could change the unsavory memories

and keep the incandescent moments,

every moment I floated on pure happiness and joy.

I remember you –

every face, every voice, every smile.

I caught you as you blinked and tucked you inside my heart.

You do not know how much love my heart holds for you –

you cannot know.

Indeed love is a double edged sword,

and as I pull it from my heart to give to you, 

I feel the stinging void of all those I’ve had to leave behind.

 

I smile through burning tears…

understanding… always understanding.

I drift upwards now, hovering above the undulating masses, and I know.

I live, I dream, I love.

 

Only I know how this drifting ends.

The Milky Way still waits for me to taste its raspberry sweetness.

The silence will linger as I drift further 

from the silver, dusty orb I long to stand upon. 

This bliss, the only kiss I shall know, too drunk upon its wine,

to mourn never knowing his lips, though freed from the screaming room. 

I shall linger and awake to the chaos of the day.

 

 

1st of 12

Chocolate

I need

Bittersweet, decadent

To inhale it’s scent, bite into the taste, let it melt my senses

My soul reaches out for the thing that it craves, the sweet dark richness,

To breathe, bite, taste,

Smooth and luscious,

 Darkest of dark chocolate.

2/24 stranger

I don’t know you,
I know what you smell like
I know your most favorite things
at least the ones you have written down for me.
But I don’t know a thing about you
I could wash my hands in the sink with my fervor than with which I understand.
I am acquainted with your absence, but there is no you to be present.
You are always the wrong person.

Hour 2 Prompt- I can never forget

Wrapped in the moonlight,
I tell him everytime,
Hold me tight, hold me tight,
Let me feel the balmy breeze,
And let it nestle in my soul,
Don’t let me go away,
Just hold me tight, hold me tight,
Across the valley,
Hand in hand, as we walked,
Over those birch trees,
Where we wrote our names,
Just hold me tight, hold me tight,
You still cross my thoughts,
Apart from me in heaven,
I look for you everywhere,
Yet I see you no where,
How shall I fight my pain,
When you are no more there –
To hold me tight!