Who Knows

Who knows? God may relent and change his mind; Jonah 3:9

morning does not bother

to say hello,

jostles me, interrupts

my dream

what it was

I wanted to do

did I hope to

smite my enemies

sleep with Jezebel

follow Boaz to new land

now just mixed up phrases

unfocused,

not caffeinated

jobless

hopeless

trying out new sounds

who best to be my guide

shaggy dog

yellow stop

who knows

 

 

 

 

 

A Promise

The Pages are so smooth

They too want to get drenched in words.

 

The pen glides in compassion

Wants to bleed all the pain,

wants to dance a lot in joy!

 

The mind is busy,

It doesn’t want any thought to be missed out,

Calling each and everyone,

Knocking even the farthest doors of memories.

 

My Heart?

Oh! its just sitting inside

Quietly,collecting his belongings

Observing everything.

 

Today, they all promised

They will help me cleanse

The Soul,

The eyes,

The dreams,

The Life!

In My Defense, I Was Left Unsupervised

I could not

hold my tongue

or

watch my mouth.

The temptation was too great!

I could not be

still as a house

or

quiet as a mouse.

Because I was five, or ten, or thirty

I could not

think before I acted

or

use my head.

In fact, it’s clear now that

I did not

would not

could not

check myself

so I

wrecked myself.

To Bid and To End

Like the sun that sets for a day’s end

Like the leaves that fall down the bend

Like the rains that fall when it can’t hold

Yes, to bid and to end is a move so bold.

For the sun should be out for the moon to be seen

And the leaves should fall for new ones so clean

And the rains should fall to wipe away the tears

Yes, to bid and to end will welcome new cheers

So if it’s time for my life to take it’s final bow

I will walk gracefully and I will show you how

How I faired in this world with my poems and my verse

And enjoy your applause which I know ain’t rehearsed

So the life I have borrowed I’ll return to the Boss

And I hope I could get a high-sounding “kudos”

Thanks to you thanks to you I have had a good one

With my man with my child and my poems that are fun.

The Cruelty of Time

Time.
Time is the fastest runner in this world.
I tried to chase it,
I tried to outran it,
But, this routine of mine just seem so absurd.

Time.
Time has a bad habit of leaving people behind.
One moment you’re floating together in its flow,
The next thing you’ll know, you’re unclasped out of its bind.

Time.
Time has a way of making you nostalgic about the memories you want to forget.
Making you remember things you wish you had another chance to do,
And also those things that mark your regrets.

Time.
Time knows how to steal something away from you.
It forces you to move on and let go of things
You fought so hard to hold on to.

Time.
Time is the greatest enemy you’d have in the battlefield.
No matter how hard you fight against it,
At the end of the day, you’re still the one that is sealed with defeat.

Time.
Time took him away from me.
It took what we are,
And what we were supposed to be.

Time.
Time can’t heal all the wounds I am trying so hard to mend.
It just makes me feel the agony of pain longer.
That’s why the only thing want in this world is for time to just end. (more…)

Crab Country

I am sitting here in crab country waiting for the wind to subside.
The whitecaps on the saline bay waters shout, “Stay home.”
Blue claws smile. I frown.

Solitude

Evidently there was mounts of history soiled to her clothing, repeated, unexpected loss… So she sat in darkness waiting for the crack to be sharp enough to inject, the needle shook faster than her own hand, where was the piece, the piece of injection that gave peace…

~ebony

The Question Mark Man

Eyes meet across the room

Irises contracting in the light of fate

In one glance you lifted my gloom

And relieved my shoulders of all that weight

 

Awkward hello

A shy wave

Conversations start to flow

To your words, I became a slave

 

Say goodbye for tonight

“Be here next week if you can”

For farewell I did recite

Bye for now, question mark man

 

Meet again, we did

Closer this time

Butterflies I could not rid

But, loving him would be a crime

 

And I was the criminal

Arrested by my heart

A cage completely fictional

But he was such a work of art

 

Send me a text

We’ll talk, that’s the plan

What’ll come next

That’s up to question mark man

 

Turns out we are strangers

But we own the same soul

Our hearts are old friends

Who bear equal burden

 

One date later

We were quite smitten

But chaos bloomed

Nothing made sense

 

Another girl

One hard choice

Just stay friends

But for how long?

 

The passion died

Friendship faded

Your words cut me

I knew we were broken

But I was ok

 

Goodbye for now

Meet again if we can

We got lost somehow

But I’ll never forget you question mark man

Prompt 1

Cosmic Joke

65,000 years ago
A star’s heart exploded,
Spreading the message of its death
In neutrinos and fire.

My husband was the first to know,
But never knew he knew,
Until the cosmic Humorist
Decided to tell him.

He has wondered over the years,
Yet avoids the answer.
What was the original joke
If he is the punch-line?

©Ardelle Hollis Ray

The end (I wonder)

I wonder if its the end
As i clearly remember the first time we met
The first hug, the first kiss, the first dance
Still gives me butterflies in my stomach
The first time i saw you, the first touch of our hands, the first glance into each others souls,
Still give me goosebumps
I wonder if its the end
As the memories of us are still fresh as daisies
I wonder if its the end
As you may be far from my eyes but not my heart
I wonder if its the end
As i havent given up yet.