An Ending

I cannot fight on
In this battle of loss;
I surrender without condition.

The harder I lift you
With my ebbing strength;
The closer I get to perdition.

write a sestina? (hmmm, not right now)

write a sestina?
well…. that was the prompt-
hmmm, but i don’t want to think that deep
that my mind explodes-
nor curves into some dark corner unable to emerge-
so that no amount of prompting will be able to lift me out.

write a sestina?
hmmm….no, not right now.
instead i’m going to cap this off right here
eat a powdered donut and like kermit, sip my tea –
and i will wait patiently
for someone else’s brilliant stroke of genius to erupt
and i promise i will be amazed.

Reality of Life (Hour 16)

I am thankful for life
Living with my love
it is a good thing to have wealth
My time is my health
Enjoying the fun
what a reality

Right back to reality
there is more to life
than just fun
try some love
take care of your health
maintain your wealth

In the thing we call love there is fun
more health and wealth
It is the reality of life

Sacrifice

Sacrifice
Virginia Carraway Stark

Down they pushed him
His head under the soil
And under the wheels
Of the combine harvester
Blood for the crops
His young face
Once full of smiles
and his young body
With his knocked knees
And a scrape that
He tried not to cry over
But he still
Cried a little
Even though he made his voice brave
A sacrifice was demanded
To make the corn grow tall
His body the offering
Bloody blades
Turn the soil

Contained

My branches reach out

My roots are grounded

But there is no more room

 

I am aching to stretch

To reach, to dance

But resolved, restricted, bound

 

Restless is the word

Constricted, non- growing, dying

Rocking, to break the pot

 

Petit Larceny

Everything

Is as

Nothing

 

Getting

Is as

Giving

 

Cursing

Is as

Caring

 

The difference

Is as

The division

 

ON MY WAY TO HEAVEN

HOUR SIXTEEN

POEM # 16

24 HOUR

POEM

MARATHON

ON MY WAY TO HEAVEN

On my way to heaven

What a journey it will be

On my way to see Jesus

And give him his glory

My life’s work

On this earth is done

And my final journey

Has just begun

Thank you Dear Jesus

For blessings you give

Thank you Dear Jesus

For teaching us to live

Thank you Dear Jesus

For dying on the cross

Thank you Dear Jesus

For comforting our loss

On my way to Heaven

What a journey it will be

On my way to see Jesus

And give him his glory

My life’s work

On this earth is done

And my final jouney

Has just begun

Written by Carl Mann

The kurlman

6-13-2015

Thank you Dear Jesus

For giving your love

Thank you Dear Jesus

For heaven above

Thank you Dear Jesus

For showing the way

Thank you Dear Jesus

For guidness today

On my way to heaven

What a journey it will be

On my way to see Jesus

And give him his glory

My life’s work

On this earth is done

And my final journey

Has just begun

Thank you Dear Jesus

For hearing our plea

Thank you Dear Jesus

For listening to me

Thank you Dear Jesus

For walking this earth

Thank you Dear Jesus

For giving us birth

One More Bite

Just
One
More
Tiny
Bite.

And I am heavier than before
In underwear too tight to bear.

A closet full of pretty clothes,
Designs I used to wear.

I
Was
So
Fair!

But wine and burgers
Fries and steaks
In those few moments
Merry make

This
Fat
Blob
Of
Take
Take
Take

Just one more bite.

Poem #16

I wonder how much you think you know me.
I mean, according to many, my emotions are an open book,
and I have no talent for telling tall-tales,
even if my life depended on it.
I definitely wouldn’t be able to play poker.
But those are all very obvious, very visual.
Deep down, how well do you know me?

Can you follow the rambling, off-course plummet of my train of thought?
Don’t get distracted by the tracks,
I barely use them anymore.

If we got into a heated argument,
would you know what part of it could drive me to tears?
Or why?
That kind of backstory,
only a select few are privy to such things.

If you feel you know me,
I’d be interested to see what you think you know about me.
And trust me,
I don’t appreciate poking and prying,
whether it be with clummsy bare hands,
or the precision of a surgeon with a scalpel.

Midnight

The hour of recrimination and poltergeists
Relaxed on my cloud, tears seep from my eyes.

I don’t want to know what makes me sad
I want to ignore it.

Racing thoughts disappear and it’s a struggle to remember the details. Only shells of emotions are left.

I wander through their cave-like structures marveling how I have become quite talented at pretentiousness.