Petit Larceny

Everything

Is as

Nothing

 

Getting

Is as

Giving

 

Cursing

Is as

Caring

 

The difference

Is as

The division

 

ON MY WAY TO HEAVEN

HOUR SIXTEEN

POEM # 16

24 HOUR

POEM

MARATHON

ON MY WAY TO HEAVEN

On my way to heaven

What a journey it will be

On my way to see Jesus

And give him his glory

My life’s work

On this earth is done

And my final journey

Has just begun

Thank you Dear Jesus

For blessings you give

Thank you Dear Jesus

For teaching us to live

Thank you Dear Jesus

For dying on the cross

Thank you Dear Jesus

For comforting our loss

On my way to Heaven

What a journey it will be

On my way to see Jesus

And give him his glory

My life’s work

On this earth is done

And my final jouney

Has just begun

Written by Carl Mann

The kurlman

6-13-2015

Thank you Dear Jesus

For giving your love

Thank you Dear Jesus

For heaven above

Thank you Dear Jesus

For showing the way

Thank you Dear Jesus

For guidness today

On my way to heaven

What a journey it will be

On my way to see Jesus

And give him his glory

My life’s work

On this earth is done

And my final journey

Has just begun

Thank you Dear Jesus

For hearing our plea

Thank you Dear Jesus

For listening to me

Thank you Dear Jesus

For walking this earth

Thank you Dear Jesus

For giving us birth

One More Bite

Just
One
More
Tiny
Bite.

And I am heavier than before
In underwear too tight to bear.

A closet full of pretty clothes,
Designs I used to wear.

I
Was
So
Fair!

But wine and burgers
Fries and steaks
In those few moments
Merry make

This
Fat
Blob
Of
Take
Take
Take

Just one more bite.

Poem #16

I wonder how much you think you know me.
I mean, according to many, my emotions are an open book,
and I have no talent for telling tall-tales,
even if my life depended on it.
I definitely wouldn’t be able to play poker.
But those are all very obvious, very visual.
Deep down, how well do you know me?

Can you follow the rambling, off-course plummet of my train of thought?
Don’t get distracted by the tracks,
I barely use them anymore.

If we got into a heated argument,
would you know what part of it could drive me to tears?
Or why?
That kind of backstory,
only a select few are privy to such things.

If you feel you know me,
I’d be interested to see what you think you know about me.
And trust me,
I don’t appreciate poking and prying,
whether it be with clummsy bare hands,
or the precision of a surgeon with a scalpel.

Midnight

The hour of recrimination and poltergeists
Relaxed on my cloud, tears seep from my eyes.

I don’t want to know what makes me sad
I want to ignore it.

Racing thoughts disappear and it’s a struggle to remember the details. Only shells of emotions are left.

I wander through their cave-like structures marveling how I have become quite talented at pretentiousness.

I Try Not to Think About #15/24

I Try Not to Think About

the private jokes we shared
our favorite pink pajamas on Christmas morning
sleeping in the old white Chevy
touching tongues because it felt funny
giggling till we couldn’t catch our breath
fighting over the blankets at grandma’s
your morning grouchiness
getting caught with boys in the house
dancing to Three Dog Night
sneaking down the television antennae
and into the freedom of a summer night
late bonfire bashes at “the tree”
sneaking in drunk after curfew
sharing the stick shift, dark green Vega
locking the keys in the car at the
Steve Miller Band concert
crying together after your abortion
holding your head in my lap
while you sobbed over something
I couldn’t change
for the first time
of many more to come.

Sonnet for Tonk

The Medicine Man in Hill City

rode in on a Crazy Horse.

While I struggled to hold his committee

I was swept into his light source.

Behind his golden gates

stretched across heaven and Earth

he told me of many fates

tied directly to my rebirth.

So then, a journey to the Wheel.

Miles of walking up the road

ripped away all I tried to conceal.

Layed out there, the way was showed.

While coming down, the raven called

to me, and Earth, on which I crawled.

Reruns Before the New Season

Sometimes I try to do as others always say you should do when you feel, say, your lip tremble for a split-hair second
when you realize that she never calls
And when she does it’s basically to pretend for whoever she’s around that I’m even a blip on her radar screen
throughout the course of her day-to-day goings-ons
As though she suddenly snapped out of some bout with amnesia
and miraculously remembers everything
as though she hasn’t been out of frame for the last several seasons of the show
Like she can walk back in
And demand the producers resurrect her character
from the most recent death she suffered;
the last being the fatal fall
she had when she slipped on a stick of butter
while making oatmeal.
Just one in a long, long list of necromantic revivals.

You get so tired of writing her
in and out of the cast
that you finally just say,
“Enough is enough!”
and resurrect her zombie of a character,
one last time…
…to be played by a different actress.
That way, you don’t have to worry
whether or not she will be on set for her scene
Or have to wonder
if she even cares that she is holding up
the entire production- cast, crew, staff, the writer (that’s me)
every time she injects herself
only to eject herself,
with a quickness like Jackie Joyner-Kersee
But then there is the sadness,
the whimpering emptiness
that she cuts out of you,
leaving a void of blistered lacerations
and pink, fleshy scar-tissue.

You ask yourself,
“What is the difference between now and then?”
trying to find the good memories
Of a time when she cared,
before she shut the world out,
before whatever cog shot loose
and she quit loving you
Which is the moment
the numbing truth of the matter sets in
and you realize
that you don’t recall any so-called happier days
Because she’s always been
like this, to some degree, on some level
And on some level, to some degree,
she will always be like this

But you will carry her weight,
not because she deserves it
or because she’s changed
Not because she’s earned it
or because she does or doesn’t call
to ask about your day,
your week,
your month,
your year.
It’s because she is your mother,
and it is what a son should do,
because you hope
that if the shoe were on the other foot
That she would
do it for you
Hell, that she would
do it for herself

But in the back of your mind,
you always knew
That life isn’t fairy dust and rainbows
And that those sorts of wishes
don’t ever come true
Hurting is this one’s heart
This story
My story
The story of a broken son
And his broken Mom.

The Pen is Mightier

I pour my memories through this pen

Climbing down the lines and margins

The maturing letters bond and stretch

 They burn my eyes with their truth

Fresh paper loses its virginity

When thoughts become written word

They stain and press themselves

Like gravel into a knee

The fibers scream and beg

Pulling apart, coming undone

 The ink comes to the surface

 Bright and vibrant and new

My last poem for the half marathon–THE TWELVE HOURS

THE TWELVE HOURS

When at the eleventh hour,
The final whistle travels by the air.
The workaholics stand to the podium!

The podium becomes a pinnacle
For the survivors
Once my eyes stuck on the screen
As I laid beside the rippling river to the east

Silently I gazed in the sky
For I sat on countless hours
That the clock may chime one o’clock!

Leaves wobbling through the woods
That they might fall on my forehead
As I finally opened the gifted casket
Then I recap a tone from a throne
That to gain is to sacrifice

The nightingale whispers
Through the air into my ears
Telling me of a poetry marathon

Yes! The twelve
And the twenty four hours journey!
A Journey I then chose
From the jingling of my veins!
The Half marathon!

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