Heart Strings – Hour 7

My heart weakens every time I see her
its walls fall down
the very foundations crumble
and I am helpless against it

One by one
the layers are stripped down
until the beat is exposed
it’s slow
without rhythm
lacking the oxygen to breathe

The chambers of my heart are empty
they’re unoccupied with blood
the silent echo is deafening
it’s in desperate need of mending.

A day to reminisce.

someday when we’re old
and the winters sway in
the wrinkles adorning our faces
would wrinkle more
thinking about this day
and plenty of them fragments
would flood in simultaneously
then, we’d realise
memories aren’t only beautiful
but equally cold.

End of the World, Start of Hope (Hour 6)

A solo journey to clear my head

Has only left me with more and more

Could you see it if you were here?

Would you believe me if I told you?

I’ve stumbled across the end of the earth

It’s not flames of misery

Or floods of zombies

It’s flat

It’s hope

It’s a thought portal

 

All the flat earthers

All the round earthers

And everyone else in between

We all have a galaxy full of emotions and opinions

Displayed so perfectly in front of me

Creating a perfect blend of differences

That feel so right next to each other

 

You can see every hope and dream anyone has ever had

Every spark of love and desire and lust

Constellations connecting each thought pattern

None of it ever leading to anything but more and more beauty

 

What if we create our own problems

And downward spirals

By believing life is a circle

Meant to bring us down at some point

 

Why do we all wait for the other shoe to drop

When the first one never dropped in the first place?

Or when two shoes will help us get around easier?

 

Let yourself believe whatever you want

But please,

Let it be accompanied by hope

Paleolithic Era hour 6

Paleolithic Era

I would guess it was a woman
who first discovered berries
growing wild outside their cave;
bunches of plump blueberries,
and red raspberries harvested
from prickly vines.

I would say it was that same woman,
an innovator born eons before her time
who crushed berries into a red compote
to pour over roasted glyptodon, a blue glaze
on spitted wooly mammoth, a semisweet
dressing poured over ferns and green leaves.

I can see her with her favorite stone,
the one that fit perfect in her palm
and the berries in wooden bowls
she carved herself, crushing them
with smooth, practiced movements,
keeping them divided.

And then hubby comes along,
sweaty from a hunt, looking for a bowl;
when her back is turned, he dumps
red berries into blueberries; she rails
at him to go dig up some roots and
legumes, just go away.

Exasperated, she’s tempted to dump
the mixture but stirs it, considers
the vibrant color, tastes it, smiles,
rugged hands on sturdy hips and viola!
Meet the Paleolithic Julia Child,
patent pending creating edible purple.

~ J R Turek    Hour 6

Who are you?

Hour Six

Who are you, I know not who.
You’re not the person I once knew.
Funny compassionate, witty, and loving,
No longer the same you’re just somebody.
I believed in you and you in me or so I thought,
Together forever, until death we do part.

But something changed when I go sick,
You could not manage and we split.
The loving nature I thought was there,
Had disappeared as if you’d never cared.

Left alone to myself and scared to death,
You never looked back you couldn’t care less.
Eight years now gone, time has passed,
Don’t miss you now it’s like we didn’t exist.

The trials and tribulations I’ve endured,
Survived traumas, dramas, beyond your belief.
Become stronger, wiser, humbled by experience,
And outgrown your pettiness and ignorance.

Despite the challenges I have faced,
My life is calmer a happier place.
Looking back now on your selfishness,
I’m glad to have left your life of disgrace.

Farewell and goodbye, this is now and forever,
You’re the past, not present, not to be my future.
I’ll carry on without you, leaving you far behind,
I’m happier and freer without your kind.

Spaceship Earth – Hour 6

Antiquarians saw art in two dimensions,without

perspective depth. Similarly the world around them.

The earth can only be flat, they said.

They sought confirmation in the Holy Word,

and even the church blessed this notion.

(Who were priests, after all, but men of only two dimensions?)

 

Nay-sayers set bravely out to find the edge,

the place where two dimensional maps cautioned there were dragons.

Human eyes are made to view in 3-D.

They sailed three dimensional ships and visited three dimensional lands,

and never came to the place where they actually fell off.

(Or if they did, they didn’t notice. We will never know.)

 

Today we perceive the earth and other celestial bodies

in 3-D and know that the universe has no ending

that can ever be reached. At least for human eyes.

Grasshoppers, beetles, fish, horses and deer might tell another story.

We can stare off into the universe as ancient astronomers did

And know our spherical earth is surrounded by other spheres.

 

If it were not, and someone unexpectedly discovered that

our world is flat, who wouldn’t drop everything and rush

out to the edge to look? We would still see stars and planets, but

as saucers floating out and under and over, becoming almost invisible

if they tilt on their sides. We could watch them slide in a cascade

into black holes, unsure if dragons or the lost third dimension would appear.

 

 

Hour Six: Possibility

Possiblity

Flat is an either or.
Round is possibility.

Flat is boring, stilted.
Round invites discovery.

In the straight and narrow
I am only aware of the musts,
the have tos,
the only way.

But in the round
I see a belly bursting with life.
I circle back to employ what I learned.
I come back, acknowledge my mistakes
and apologize.
I eat lucious gatherings from the Earth.

I ride the universe
on an orb of wonder.


The Stand

Making my way

as everyone says

walking the road that has been travelled

looking around and finding out what is.

Hoping to succeed

in everything that I need

Looking around and feeling the answers inside

I will not give in to something I do not believe

I will trust my judgement

I will trust my gut.

If I do not feel comfortable I will make a stand

Blue Jeans

We were so young,

little pups ready to begin the rest of their lives

huddled under a bridge for comfort.

Then one day, the hurricane came &

cast us all asunder,

something no one could have foreseen.

 

It took years to come to terms with the schism

but it made it all the more cathartic in the end.

I didn’t know how to live.

It just seemed so foreign

& then she came along & gave me

a refresher

 

& now I think I’m ready to get back to those

old blue jeans

wherever they make take me.