Blue Light Special

I am not boastful or overly proud.

I am not big city or high fashion.

I am not Dooney & Bourke or Prada.

I am not pedicure, manicure, or Brazilian wax.

I am not BMW, Mercedes, or Escalade.

 

I am honest and sufficiently proud.

I am small town and prosaic.

I am Wal-Mart, Target, and blue light specials.

I am plain label and Sunday coupons.

I am a $12 purse with BOGO shoes.

I am fuel efficient and low maintenance.

7. Oatmeal in Heaven

Oatmeal

 A simple meal

Reminds me of early days

Uncomplicated mornings

Simple as oats

 

Pour, mix, stir, and wait

Nothing else

Straightforward meal

Simple as oats

 

Here I am preparing oatmeal

My mother’s breakfast

Unsophisticated woman

Simple as oats

 

I miss her so much

Every lone day

Mixed emotion feelings

Simple as oats

 

Images of Heaven

Images of Love

(Sonnet 2015 @ 3:10 p.m.)

#7 – Horns and fish

Creature_20141004130541Don’t mock him, even if

He’s funny, he can do things

You will never be able to

 

He laughs to your misfortune

He slaps you in the face

When you cry for nothing

 

No it’s not totally that

He never was violent

Never beyond your agreement

 

You know the agreement

You signed up before

Of course you forgot

 

Now it’s time to remember

Time to open this little corner

In your scary head

 

Don’t be afraid of him either

He is here to help you

Take some steps on your path

 

On your way to the glade

Don’t miss him,

He looks like a joke

 

He will show up unexpectedly

He looks like a stalker

Don’t run away

 

He smells fishy

His souls is rancid

And he holds the world’s grudges

 

But he will meet you with

His big mocking smile

And those huge horns on his head

 

When you see the fish behind him

And never before, only then,

Tell him you come from me

 

He will give you the secret code

Directly in your DNA

You will notice nothing

 

But you will feel an urge

To hug everybody, that’s

The sign of your brand new loyalty

 

You will never see him again

But you will remember

His filthiness forever

 

Don’t forget ever the power of the fish

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hour 5 — A Testament to a Tragedy

I knew Lucy since she was yay little
A demon in human form she’d always been
With her crafty smiles and
her thoughts frothing with trickery

Our family never took much heed of Lucy’s many mischiefs
Caught up in their own business, they let her be
She repressed her subconscious need for attention
By making strange friends
Goths and misfits, hanging out in shady, underground clubs
Listening to their dark music, sung in guttural undertones
Her outlook pessimistic, her lifestyle stank of nihilism

Our folks took notice when Lucy’s grades started falling
(Of course I could plainly see her downward spiral
But nobody paid any attention to my snide remarks)
The cut her allowance, her car privileges were withdrawn
Lucy rebelled by turning to chemicals
Her friends too were on the same path
to the mire of apathy and self-destruction
So no help there

Last week they found Lucy
Lying in the canal behind the factories
The neighbors and the police swarmed into our house
When tragedy strikes, people are drawn to the carnage
Like carrion flies to a corpse
Apparently, Lucy had overdosed
Her ‘friends’ had dumped her body
in the chemical-infested puddles behind the factory
To confuse the cops
She was 15

I miss her terribly
I knew her since she was a kid
She was family
But, being a cat
There’s only so much I could do

Dark Alley Days

She loved this place

Dark damp secluded

One entrance one exit no escape

The alley behind the blood bank

Heavy with intoxicating scents of her favorite hot red human nectar

Quiet and cool away from the crowd

Away from clipboards and questions and bright lights hurting her eyes
piercing her translucent skin

For the perfect price and promise of passion, they always followed
melting into her welcoming arms and darkness

Willing to give, willing to feed
her aching hunger

Soft moans from dark shadows

A whimper, a hush and a trance to forget.

Love & Pain - Edvard Munch 1893. aka 'Vampire'
Love & Pain – Edvard Munch 1893. aka ‘Vampire’

Things I’ve Never Done

Gathering firewood is one of them.  I don’t wish

I knew how to do it.  It shouldn’t be hard to do

 

but one should shape things just so that there

would be something to gather – firewood, fireflies,

 

or fame, salt-and-pepper sets, sewing thimbles,

something for an evening of tea with invented friends.

 

What does the phrase ‘gathering gloom’ mean?

Do the clouds get together and decide to darken?

 

Does this mean it’s time for humans and other

creatures to huddle in a circle and chant?

 

Is it then time to kick off one’s shoes and beat the

ground with feet?  I don’t know how to do that either.

 

(c) Ella Wagemakers, 21.13 Dutch time (= 15.13 EST in the US)

Feathered Flies

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

The water smells of rubber soles.
Downstream they know
And hide.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

A strange insect
Of feathered wings
Lands, then jumps.

There it is again!
Perhaps a swarm
Of feathered food!

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Stupid insects!
How they dance
With rhythmic respect.

Here we go!
Dance, oh thou
Feathered wings aglow.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.

Gotcha!
Echos from the wiggling space.

Sharp.
Pain.
Pulls.

Tastes of unfamiliar ions
And birds.
Gills filled with air,
I am caught.

Beware the fisherman, they said in school.
Beware the fisherman who makes a fool
Of even the wisest of trout.

He fishes down at the water’s edge.
We know him, they said.
They told me so.

You know him by the fins he wears
Nothing in the water bears
Such stench or undertow.
They block the flow,
You know.

I scream and fight
And warn my hundred brothers
Hundred others
Who survived the journey here.

Beware the fisher…
They do not hear.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.

Plop.
Swish.
Kxsh.