Hour 3: To Those I’ve Loved and Lost

I recall your gentleness

My hand in your mouth

My head on your belly

 

I recall your spark

But also your softness

Given with sleepy eyes

And a pleasant rumble

 

I recall your wildness

Running in the rain

Loving you and letting you go

Chill

I’m gonna be chillin

Melting under the sun

Say what?

You don’t care

ok then, let me be

I’m gonna be chillin

Flexin

Being me

under the sun

Indulgences

Nothing left to say
unless I say everything
like an exhibitionist for voyeurs  – bleeding

Freedom = nothing to lose
they say
not true?
Nothing – trapped
Eyes closed – black
red – retina
Faces – imaginary

Face- the last thing
you see
before death, and then entropy

Perform inward
No

No phones
No Cameras
No Posts

III. Some Days, Pottery; Some Days Poetry

Some Days, a Potter; Some Days a Poet

onto the wheel with a slap,

intended to dispel

voids, air pockets.

deep massage,

knead and fold,

moisten and spin,

splatter and twirl

bits under my nails

hand-shaped, molded,

smoothing the rough

cupping the weak,

urging substance

into the voids

pinching,

fettling,

editing

excess

it is short,

no stretch or give;

I either have to start again–

or let it sit to dry as is.

With thanks to Tracy and to Debbie for their inspiration

2023: Hour Three

Hour Three – Unprompted, 2023.

At 14, we held an assembly:
Our first meeting,
Burned into my memory.

You
& Childhood
and me,

Sat together as friends,
In a group of Three;

Wish I could tell her,
What we’ve grown to be.

Prayers and passions,
For the past that led to our union –

Connections and Resurrections;
A clean shot at blessed Communion.

Here I Come to Save the Day (Hour Two, A Shadorma)

Here I Come to Save the Day

 

 

Coke Zero,

You are my hero,

here to save

this damsel

from distress, disorder, and

dozing. Praise the Lord!

 

(A shadorma is a six line poem with a syllable count of 3/5/3/3/7/5, respectively. As a diabetic, at my doctor’s orders, I have essentially sworn off drinking anything other than plain water or unsweetened tea, as even artificial sweeteners are a problem healthwise. However, with this being my fifth consecutive Poetry Marathon, I know full well there is absolutely ZERO CHANCE of me surviving the next 24 hours without some caffeine flooding my veins. Yeah, it’s gonna be one of THOSE kinda days!)

Hour 3- Muse

The muses are not amusing,

or easily amused.

In fact they are bemused.

Often used

and sometimes abused.

Yes, they confuse.

They have been accused.

But they are only a muse.

Who may refuse.

So give them their dues.

Let them infuse,

Listen to your muse.

 

 

Bones in our museum

Did I do something wrong?
They are staring with two dark holes
Don’t tell me to be strong!
behind those osteocytes lie many souls

There are many bones in our museum
Patella, femur and tibia
They’re from abandoned bodies I assume
Prisoners from Chad, Nigeria and Libya

Every bone I try to study
Whispers a story to my hearing
It’s scary out there!
The ribcage was murdered by his own buddy
The fontanelle was killed by her own mummy

Some how they got here
Just to be manhandled
A sad afterlife
After a sad life

But the students don’t care
It’s the bone’s cross to handle

Except me!
I know their story
It’s stuck in my head like a tattoo
And they seem to know me too
Must be why they visit me every night in my dreams.

I do get scared!
But they promised I won’t fail this semester’s Bone test
They’ll help me revise from coccyx to head
For now, I’ll Forget fear
let’s pass first!

Ten years ago, I could not read the words I now crumble

In ten years, these steps I fear will be paths I have walked. I have dreams and my fears triple every one of them but someday, probably in yen years, I’ll overcome them to create new ones

In ten years, I would love a partner with the approval of my parents, I will grow more confident and these secondary school teachers will be proud to have mentored me

But today, I have assignments I need to do
I have a love letter to write and my parents must not know that I love a boy