Stillness

It is wildfire smoke season again

and with it comes an intermittent

unsettling stillness

not a calmness

not a tranquility

not a peacefulness

but a disquietude

that leads the living

to hold their collective breath

and quietly wait

for that breeze of hope

to soothe one’s skin

to cool one’s lungs

to silence one’s fear

 

 

Paint – Hour Two

four blank walls, a white so void of color,

they seem to blend into a cube.

an inkling of thought

reds, blues, and yellows burst to life

first abstract, then solid.

and from the walls, the colors drip.

seeping into every floorboard,

forever stained

 

2023 Hour 2:

Coffee at Sunrise HOUR 2: 7am

The majestic wonder – sky fire

is beginning to peak throug

hthe window. My guests are

missing the beauty –

 

but if I’m being honest they

see it more often than I do

these days. I’ll just remind

myself that I signed up for

this – the coffee is hot and

 

my ideas really are coming

strong, I just have to

 

write about what really matters:

 

And today that’s the newest

story of the Hummingbird Lounge.

 

The place where we gather to

revel and weep, to create and

inspire, to listen and be heard.

 

-M. Rene’

 

I guess I should probably explain what one of my goals is for today aside from completely finishing the full marathon – I want my poems to serve as the skeleton of a chap book or poetry collection titled the Hummingbird Lounge which is also the name of my Substack Newsletter. Today is National Humminbird Day in the US and I feel like this is something I can lean into and enjoy.

Second Chance, Hour Two

Second Chance

I am unbound, at last,
freedom found in tying
my lifeline to another,
a worthy partner in crime,
laughing into the night
hand in hand.

We wink at one another,
simpatico,
wondering at the lost
and broken strewn along
our path, wandering
the no longer lonely road,
side by side.

Past partners are shed
snake skins, retaining
their fearsome forms,
but hollow within,
all venom spent
against past selves, and we heal,
bit by bit.

No Boundaries

Concrete art doesn’t build
its own realty or pick its
subject or meaning,
for object trouves
refer to nothing but themselves,
 transcending borders.
Very simply put,
no frame is necessary
to convey meaning,
or the lack thereof,
for it’s left to the viewer’s
imagination.

Liking

Like an ant scurrying, gathering dinner for the nest

Like a bee flying, finding sweet nectar for the hive

Like a bird soaring, enjoying views

Liking life.

10:27 am

Why am I here?

I guess cuz I said I’d be
Once again giving my time
And they Check that box and get off Scott free
but my energy isnt
And my times not a key
To access or a story
That never included me

Eight years me (hour 2)

I am my siblings nightmare.
I am going to be beautiful.
but I’ll not be beautiful
for my eyes are largely in despair.

I’ll be the next big lawyer.
though now I work my hands and stop my mouth,
I shall prove my hands clean with my mouth.
even the water in me shall not bury my fire.

I am doing just fine.
you should believe ’cause I smile.
though my joy has walked the future’s mile,
my tomorrow’s actions are mine.”