a woman still weeping (prompt 14)

don’t go to the river don’t stray too far 
can’t you hear 
her coyote cry

parents warning
she will take you
I wished that she would

I wished to be taken
into the arms of a mournful mother
to bury my face against
a soaked white dress
dripping with guilt

existing only
to love her children
the spirit of remorse

take me with you
teach me to swim
let us both stop weeping

The power of I AM

Where do these thoughts grow?

Where have these questions been?

Never ask yourself who you are!

Be the confidence your daughter needs.

The power of I AM

DogSpeak #18 Reasons You Need Dogs (at least 2)

DogSpeak #18 Reasons You Need Dogs (at least 2)

We replace vacuums
for food that falls to the floor.

We believe every word you say
and that is saying volumes.

We love you even if you skip
the hairdresser all year.

We laugh at all your jokes
even the dumb ones.

We make you laugh at our antics
even the dumb ones.

We wake you before the alarm
so you never oversleep.

We give you a reason to exercise
even if you don’t want to.

We are the best cuddlers
and snugglers ever.

We make you smile
and that helps you live longer.

We knew you needed
to be rescued; that’s what we do.

We’ll help you be goofy, silly,
and giggle as much as you can.

We are a factory for kisses
24/7 production; we never run out.

We have magic compartments
in our hearts to hold all your secrets.

We’ll protect you from danger and stress,
but maybe not the bunnies in the yard.

We let you be you. Who else
does that for you?

~ J R Turek

18: The gift of health

Prompt: “Write a poem about a moment of joy.”

in the intricacies of life,
and the web of outcomes,
you were chosen,
for such delightful news.

a gift of health,
a tumour vanished,
a second chance,
let’s rejoice!

end of the tunnel reached,
so brightly lit,
where joy re-lives.

Joy: Then vs Now

It’s hard to describe
my feeling of joy
and the randomness of it.
It was a normal day
school holidays are in full swing
then something took over my body
it’s often puzzling.
I had always been quite uptight
always wanting to know what was to come
but at this moment
I was in complete bliss.
I climbed the fence
needed to get to the stables
where I’d often talk to the horses
as if they needed a friend.
As my feet hit the ground
I felt a sense of calm and joy
there was no rush, no plans,
just happy to be around.
It’s a feeling I have never forgotten
a young boy with the world in front of him.

22 years on,
the setting has changed
but I have constant joy
it’s not a fleeting moment
it’s permanent.
No fences needed to be jumped
no horses needed to be spoken to.
Just a girl
and her touch.

Pantoumish Automat of the Soul

I wish I could play satin host
to hungry Dylan and peckish Smith
and prepare a multi-continent feast
in drawers just like they paid to pull.

To hungry Dylan and peckish Smith
would I offer culinary delights
in drawers just like they paid to pull
when Cassavetes was just around the corner.

Would I offer culinary delights
if the Asbury options permitted
when Cassavetes was just around the corner
and Timothy Carey played Solitaire in the back booth,

but lost to the pocket of his wife’s jacket.
Silk traps more rings than satin
when Cassavetes was just around the corner
and no one’s dreams were in sepia at windmill pace.

If the Asbury options permitted,
my guests would be served it with history cakes
and no one’s dreams were in sepia at windmill pace
like a State Fair souvenir.

Silk traps more rings than satin
but on windy days, no one’s begging
like a State Fair souvenir
for the quarters lodged in mid-century slots.

Hour 18 : Solitude

I enjoy the solitude

Leaving me for a small talk

Creating a solemn mix

It sinks in slowly

As I dance in its arms

Circling round and round

I like it’s company

My soul sings and soars

My mind still on those joyous moments

Clinging on to hope

Cherishing memories

I love the solitude

Which gives me love, joy and happiness

For real it seems

It makes me feel whole.

Hour 18: Rockstar

I’d set myself to composing an anthem,

a song of wholeness and reconnection,

I deconstructed the bops that moved me.

It didn’t come easy—

we wrestled in rounds for two weeks

my face repeatedly smashed into the stone

I was so close to giving up.

 

There are no angels in this story,

just personal demons on one shoulder,

on the other Mary Oliver and found family

trained in the art of luring the lightning into bottles

 

It took a spin in the cosmic Yahtzee cup (not stirred)

and by the machinations of the universe,

the constellations aligned just right

 

Through the flickering beam of light

emerged my face, the one I wore months ago,

the size of a billboard rocking out on the big screen

 

As the video finished, the crowd applauded

I fished the pockets of my fanciest jacket,

scrawled with gold, to blot away the rivulet of tears

pulled out of me by seeing and hearing myself

so big, claiming my chosen given name aloud