Joy

Joy springing up

fresh, hopeful

amazing possibilities.

Joy increasing

joining with others

laughter, praise

growing in strength.

Joy magnified

more than a

temporary fix to hard stuff

A way of life.

Joy multiplied

so much more

body, soul, spirit

overflowing.

Joy

every day

A life changing choice.

 

Compulsion of Flesh, Enslavement of desire (Hour 10)

Night had wrought bloody adventure,

Indulged on enduring sight,

Tangible desires satiated,

Intangible impulses,

Created.

 

Additional was needed to lechery’s rising tides,

A maelstrom’s hand, coldly clenches me,

Accompanied by the Vortices of want,

An inadequate nourishment vexes,

Its promise of unfulfillment,

Compounds the need,

What is happening?

When shall it feed?

How to be free?

 

 

Lascivious offerings shall soon scream their benefaction,

Delight in form, sweet in taste, the ardour attractive

New afflictions of flesh ignited,

Her sweet body dully invited,

Subservient to my will,

She accepts my flesh,

No remorse in taste,

Our bodies peaking,

Climax reunited.

Nanny’s Special Tunafish Salad

Nanny’s Special Tunafish  Salad

My Nanny’s tunafish salad.

Family occasio.meal.

All the females in the kitchen chatting together.

Nanny standing st the sink running water

over the oil packed tuna.

 

No water packed in those days.

 

Peeling perfectly boiled eggs

with shells that never stuck to the white part.

 

Chopping with a real knife…big kid status.

//chopping crunchy fresh celery bought from the neighbor next door.

Red delicious apples.

Checked for worm holes before chopping, of course,

Occasionally they were still wiggling.

Ewwww.

 

Fresh pecans gathered from the backyard.

Cracking those pecans while watching some black and

white family show on tv.

DelMonte sweet pickle relish about half a cup.

And just the right amount of Kraft mayonnaise.

 

This delicacy was served on fresh homegrown tomatoes with a side of homemade bread for those who wanted it.

A time of family bonding.

 

 

Please, Mama

Please, Mama, I don’t like it

I push the peas around

It doesn’t matter what I like

When I’m in Mama’s house

 

If you don’t eat it for dinner

It’s breakfast in the morning

If not breakfast, then for lunchtime

And that’s your final warning

 

If eating peas will make you cry

There’s bad news all around

In Mama’s house, they give you

Something to cry about

 

Please, Mama, it feels scratchy

I scrape across my neck

It matters not to Mama

It’s her house, last we checked

 

There’s nothing wrong with cotton

And there’s nothing wrong with tags

Mama asks me if I’d rather

Go to school in rags

 

If tickles make your body mad

If touches make you shout

Hold it all inside or get

Something to cry about

 

Please, Mama, I’m alone in here

Please, Mama, stay the night

Stay till all the monsters

Are finally sleeping tight

 

Don’t talk about your Dad that way

You know your brother loves you

We don’t tell lies, now say goodnight

The way that good girls do

 

If someone makes you hurt or bleed

But you don’t have the proof

I’d probably not suggest you stay

Under Mama’s roof

 

 

Please, Mama makes no difference

Please, Mama doesn’t care

Please, Mama shuts the door

While I am running out of air

 

Please, Mama doesn’t get it

Please, Mama doesn’t see

Please, Mama says I love you

To the people hurting me

 

Please, Mama never noticed

Please, Mama turned her back

Give that girl an Emmy

For how well she can act

 

Please, Mama says she’ll never

Understand why I don’t call

Please, Mama thinks that she was right

Making me so small

 

Please, Mama is the victim now

Please, Mama is in pain

But till the day I die

Mama will not see me again

(Hour 08) 05.30-06.30am. VISUAL PROMPT: Mancala game

stones

in tonight’s house : the boy finds : a Mancala set : wordlessly demands : instruction : i teach him : it doesn’t take long : the beauty of it : & probably the reason :  it’s lasted : thousands of years : & may be : one of our earliest : boardgames : the rules : are so simple : as I watch : the boy & girl : play : she is rapidly : collecting : all the stones 

i try not : to see : the symbolism

Poem 8: Coffee, please!

Open my eyes, first thought
smooth, dark bitterness tempered
by a dash of milk

A hit of caffeine
is what I crave, awoken
by my own dark dreams

The heat on my lips
is reassurance enough
to chase dread away

Hour 9- The Fundamental Pyre

Without you my dear, I am nothing and no one,

You made me the person that I am today,

Reminding me of who I eventually want to be,

Without you, I am carcass waiting for the vultures.

As I smell the acrid stench of your body burning,

So do my hopes and dreams I had for my future,

A broken arm, yet I’m still feeling phantom pains,

Your passing is not an easy toll to bear, my dear.

I will always beg and crave for you with every molecule,

A brave soul who didn’t hesitate to stand up for us all,

To everyone who needed it, so just and fair,

I will always miss you, my basic human rights…


Note: It is an elegy that was inspired because of the overturning of the Roe V. Wade bill in the US yesterday which ends the constitutional right to abortion. 

Reach

High it seems
Goals we’ve set
By no means
Have we reached them yet
Hills to climb
Thoughts to conquer
To fall behind
Events may alter
Tender are the times
That have yet to come
Law of love is power divine
Is a sigh to some
It is is within you
Never be the one to forget
You can see them through,
The goals you’ve set

Hour 9: Bittersweet

When I was a child,

playing in the backyard

the air smelled of cookies

from the factory to the east

I thought of tiny Keebler elves hard at work

 

I never thought to ask

if the elves received benefits,

PTO, or if they were unionized

 

I was a child then

all I could smell was the sweetness

of chocolate chips heavy

in the muggy Virginia heat

 

Until the winds shifted course,

and the confectionary incense rescinded,

voided by a swift, sour

olfactory dissonance

sweeping in, wretchedly,

from the nearby landfill

 

This early lesson

in impermanence

demonstrated acutely

that life is bittersweet