Voices
I stress,
I lurch,
I yell,
and finally I’m silent.
This moment has taken advantage of me and
I have lost touch with my own voice.
A voice which preaches empathy,
understanding,
a gentle touch.
This is my aspiration, yet
I am new to this world
and that vulnerability sweeps
me away.
Desperate to appear professional,
in control,
competent,
I embody those traits I despise.
It is only when I slow down
and begin to release the control I have been
grasping so tightly
that I return to myself.
A calm talk,
a release of energy,
a mountain of stress surmounted.
I feel much better.