You stopped loving me

My lips moistened
your soul,
my words stunned
your thoughts,
you stopped loving me
when I showed you
that you were no longer the sun
of my days and
the moon of my nights.

You stopped loving me when
you stopped being my horizon,
You stopped loving me when
you stopped being a dragon
and became a man.

You stopped loving me when
you stopped being my shadow,
You stopped loving me when
you let my body
and my lips belong to another man.

5 AM – PRIDE

sighs and closed eyelids,

taste of saltine crackers

between cracked lips.

 

hold my rib cage together

so my heart can’t escape

my chest.

 

pavement scratches my knees,

batters them, but it’s just a

misdemeanor.

 

slapped on the wrists

while walking on Mass Ave,

the rainbow road

marks my belonging.

 

claps and pats on the back

line the street,

and the feel of smiles

widen mine.

 

the shame I held fades,

regenerating pride.

Choices

People say happiness is a choice and if you choose to be happy you’ll be happy. There are days when I choose happiness but I still feel sad. So, I have to disagree with happiness being a choice. On the other hand, life is a choice. So, whether I’m happy or not; I choose life.

23~5

(who did it?)

Who Stole My Heart??

AGAIN!

little soft feet

pitter~n~patter

<multiplying>

as they race

towards me

opening up

nummy treats

~pppfffft~

my love stolen

then given back

heavy with joy

as I watch them eat

by my wiggly bare feet

Ms Henry, my very first teacher. Kindergarten is like a blur. All I remember is her. She loved me like a mother loves her first born child. There’s no collection of memories at recess or lunch, I don’t know what I learned. I can tell you how I felt though. I felt compassion, affection, attention. In first grade, Ms Henry was my teacher again. I felt so loved that I believed she chose to teach first grade just for me. I never saw her again. In second grade, I needed her. I never got to say thank you, for nurturing me when I needed it the most.

Sacred Writing (prompt 20)

they say to make it sacred
that a habit you feel connected to
will hold more meaning that way

I’ve tried whispering prayer into morning coffee
expressing gratitude between each vitamin I take
meditating on my morning walks

but nothing feels like church
outside of pages filled each weekday
a muscle I find pleasure in exercising

pouring words from some ethereal place
given room to live in tangible form
take up space outside of me

Hour 17

Hour 17

 

Sometimes I wonder if tattoos can be love notes

Notes for myself to see and smile at

Each pass of ink a new I love you

And if they are love notes

Can anyone read them

Or just me

Am I the only one hearing my skin whisper 

The ink giving it voice

Letting it say I love you