2023 Full Marathon: Hour 20
Progress is progress – you’ve got this
and you truly are capable of so much
more than you ever seem to realize;
but that said, you owe me a salsa
with time and a tango with potential –
don’t put me on hold again, I know
you’re waltzing with memory and
you wouldn’t even have that power
if it weren’t for me. And yes I know
now that I’ve written about you and
used your name in a way much more
directly than your song scavenger hunts
and unoriginal bastardized codes –
which I suppose also isn’t saying much
I’ve been cast into the eye of forever
by many a drunken artist – a want to be
promise – a story that never dared to
grow into anything other than what-if.
And before you say it – I am not a calmaity
I am not chaos or order or anything worth
defining in such ways but I am also far more
concrete than anyone seems to acknowledge.
I am certain someday you’ll taste paradise
and realize you’ll never get so close as me – again.
But also you’re far too interesting for the world
to be rid of completely when age comes
swooping in for not just one dance – but eternity.
-M. Rene’