Poem 20

Morning Theta waves 

wakes me up to influence—

a meditative 

state, which opens my heart to

hear, “Today is a great day!”

Hour 8: Daily Ritual

Spiritualism and Religion are two sides of same coin
yet neither depends on the other
Know I not if God exists but I do know
Spiritual thoughts have prevailed over millennia.
Simple cow farmers of ancient India held lofty thoughts
And propounded them in words of deep-seated meaning
The wealth of thought grows by distribution
unlike physical riches that diminish on sharing.
So it came that everyday like clockwork
I discourse on one aphorism of ancient thought
And propogate by means electronic
To a tiny faithful lot of fellow travelers
On the less-trodden path of self introspection

And verily, it’s only in the remembrance of God do hearts find comfort.

And verily, it’s only in the remembrance of God do hearts find comfort.

 

الله أكبر

The days would only break by your name.

And peace be unto us and peace be upon

Our mothers, May our brothers find the serenity

In your name, May our sisters hearts never ache.

الحمد لله

My mouth carries ginger and garlic

But alhamdulilah sits most comfy in here.

God, let me not lose touch, let me not

Fail, let me not fall, and if I ever do,

Let me not crumble.

Allahu Akbar      Allahu Akbar

May the world retain its balance

May the evil fear us for being good

May our deeds never return from

Heaven empty handed—

Salam

Hour 18: Ghosts

2 days after my great-grandmother died

My little sister stood in her crib

Pointing, giggling, and saying her name

I hope she was right

I hope ghosts are real

It’ll be fun

 

Haunting those who’ve haunted me

Hour 14

I was going to use the prompt but then the poem I wrote didn’t make sense for it.

 

Hour 14 

 

Social media is amazing at letting us connect

I’m able to see update on family I don’t see often

I can be part of their life states away

I can forget that they aren’t still just states away

That my friends list isn’t already 

Becoming an obituary 

That they weren’t one to post so it makes sense they aren’t

Fat Girl in a Pretty Dress (20)

She’s feeling self conscious in her new dress

ducking behind my figure as we meander

through the evening streets of Chattanooga

just as the streetlights begin to flicker on

it is this yellow thing, I don’t know the term

but her breasts pool out of the top

her cute belly stretches the center

and it makes her blue eyes-

behind clear frames

with stylized blood splatters on them-

even more maddening

we sit down for pizza at this worn brick place

next to an open concept venue

with a loud wedding reception

blasting the top 40 hits and slurred toasts

I’m practically drooling as she scans the menu

and the couple seated a few booths behind us

who she’s sure are watching and pointing

laughing at her

I turn and look at the boy

who can’t be more than 15

and when he catches my eye

I am appropriately stern

turning back I tell her she’s beautiful

and I say it stuttering and unable to look at her

because if I do for too long I might cry

because being here I’m sort of happy

and that would make things worse

we are keeping this as casual as possible

despite stopping ourselves

in the middle of complements

to stop something else from coming out

after pizza we return to her condo

the sky shot through with twinkling stars

her dogs asleep and tongues lolling

she slides her dress off slowly

stands in front of the sliding door to the balcony

looks at cars passing on the street below

and asks me if I mean it

when I say she’s beautiful

I say yes, forcing myself to look her in the eyes

when she turns with a face so expectant of hurt

and she asks me to say it again

to say it as many times as it takes

because she wants so badly to believe it.

Routine

Lately,
I sit down to write,
but cry instead.

Usually,
I let Roy out in the backyard
Before breakfast
and his early morning walk

Sometimes,
He bites me
and I say he’s only a puppy.

Almost always,
I sleep deeply
and wake refreshed.

Once in a while,
I like to stir things up
and take my glasses off.

As long as there are no caveats,
I expect thesw things to happen.

HR-7

One single swing
Going nowhere fast
Peaceful and contemplative
Just swinging everything away
What a beautiful sentiment