Hour Nineteen: A Chamber Full of Chaos

Brass bed, piled high with sheets, dogs, and dog chews,

a mostly-covered vent across to muffle the noise from the studio below,

Picasso’s woman and bird overhanging a cluttered desk,

papers,

books,

bills,

lamp,

iPad,

Laptop,

folders,

and CBD bottles,

black out curtains draping a balcony slider,

two hard cased cellos in the corner by the window,

abutting the shrunken armoire that supports

a pile of books,

sound machine,

lamp,

and journals,

behind the chair that faces

the music stand, Bach’s “Arioso” open, sitting atop a limp bow,

and to the right is the green whitewashed wooden dresser,

sporting

candles,

ceramic boxes my mother made for me as a child,

sage,

Paolo Santo,

a yogini tea light burner,

and essential oils,

atop and adjacent to the closet,

white panels, white walls, white Picasso,

brass,

wood,

and metal,

this is where I sleep, play, pray, and work.

2023: Hour 19: Missing you

Look on your phone and find the 10th non selfie picture and use that as your prompt. (My picture was taken after dark of my black cat curled up on my husband’s side of the bed while he was out of town.)

He sounded surface-calm on the phone as he walked down the stairs,
but something in his voice said, “All is not well.”
And as he continued to speak with his father
in that deceptively placid tone, he started
shoving random articles of clothing into a
small travel bag.

That unplanned trip stretched from a couple of days
into a couple of weeks and wrapped around
a bevy of unexpected and largely unwelcome
plot twists, the majority of them
medical in nature.

Late one night, preparing for sleep,
I sent him a message, as I was
wont to do. But this one
spurred a response.
“The cat has stolen your spot
on the bed,” I playfully captioned
a photo of our Ninja Kitty.
“Tell her it’s mine,”
he replied.

Dark Spring-Hour Nineteen

Smooth walls circle round and round me, round and round,

like a tailor bird I stitch it round me, in the best and coolest of colors.

Green, rich gold, deep mahogany, colors of the forest, dressing me

in sumptuous symphony, I turn, the green a warm cocoon of liveliness,

lovely green walls that spin and touch the senses, just so,

in the depths of winter, I will always stand in spring, in her soft,

sweet, melancholic way, a Persephone garden, an immortal garden,

wrapt so in that deep forestness, Hades’ favorite gift of the pomegranate

and of flowers never dying.

Hour 7: Around me

Words fail me when I look around me
Am I dead? am I in heaven?
I am on the snowy banks of a lofty mountain range
Clad but in a flimsy robe weaved of dreams
Yer feel I not the biting cold
but a comforting warmth rises from my innards
A shower of joy descends from my head
permeating every pore of my body
filling them with the ambrosia of Hope.
AND THAT IS REAL!

Tough Choices

Hour 18

Holding on to what’s left of me

It’s not that easy

Slipping memory

Changing personality

 

I move from place to place

Expecting to find solace

Always seeking a new face

I can hold in my embrace

 

Echoes of my past in my ears ringing

Assign too much meaning

Find my world spinning

Demons winning

 

Light shines from the unexpected

Feeling blessed, protected

Negative trajectory redirected

Positively affected

 

Dealing with my choices

 

Serenity

I know how it gets worse
when the only way out is down

I know when it gets worse
sometime around now

I know why it gets worse
that’s the worst part

Hour 11 prompt

PAINTING

A dash of red, a stroke of blue
Is my painting wonderful to view?
No painting can be done in a rush
Unless it is done by a magic brush.

For an artist all his paintings are priceless
But for a layman it may be worthless
Judge the painting through your inner eye
Believe me, it would never lie.

Paint on a canvas
Paint on a board
You are the artist
And the brush is your sword!

Paint for your happiness
Paint for your soul
Stay away from demotivators,
‘Who want to push you into a black hole’.

BY SHREYA SURAJ

Hour 19, Poem 25

Purple cotton candy clouds
Over a city of written dreams
Drifting, gliding, floating
Covering everything in a hazy glow
Not unlike sleep laden eyes
And mind conjuring up vivid pictures
Of fairies, dwarves and goblins
Dryads, elves, gremlins
Mingling in a landscape of serene chaos
Magic and dreams form worlds
More worlds… and words
Of wisdom, love and hope.
I wanted to find something
More than mere words
And give it to you
So this is the place I offer to you.