I  linger in agony …

I live with despair …

 I escape this cruel reality  only to enter a even worst fantasy ..

I am blinded by illusions

 and I shiver with my thoughts …

This poison rushing through my veins ..

.Drownning me slowly … consuming me hour by hour …this taste in my mouth is so sour…

 My misery surrounding me soundly…

I am in pain … I wont let my words be used in vain ..no need to cry for help I am just left in despair …