I let you slip
I tried,
with everything I am made of,
and not made of,
to keep you buried in me deeper than every secret I’ve ever kept in darkness
by fire and blood and wine.
I tried.
But I let you slip.
I let you slip to the pages of my note book where I pen you on the daily –
the reams and reams of poems in your delicious memory…
by candle light on your perfect body –
some written there, too.
I let you slip to leaf and flower and fruit
on the paths I walked to try any shake you free from the places in me I could not hold you
for arms too weak to carry all my heart has for you.
I let you slip from my lips,
whisper your name into my hands
into those moments of heat and longing when I should be most silent,
or moaning,
so my blood could cool for a second or two –
free from the lightning storm you have released in me.
I let you slip
everyday
I let you slip through me in the way my eyes reflect how I love you,
even from such a distance as this
how I love you
I let you slip through me
hoping no one else will catch you
slipping
through me.
© R. L. Elke
Aug 5/17 Prompt 2