Fuck you, I want to scream at her

Fuck you for hurting me

Fuck you for not protecting me

Fuck you for walking away when I needed you the most

Fuck you for never encouraging me

Fuck you for never having faith in me

“Pray about it, and eat a banana”

I wish I could look to you, instead of trying to look up

To a god I don’t believe in

I learned how to be a mom, by watching you

If I do everything the opposite of you

I will be the perfect mother to my child