This is not just about keeping up anymore.
This is not just about a goal anymore.
This is my life, this is my story that people will tell after I’m gone.
I’m making up for lost time.
Making up for time I never had the courage to say that I wanted to be with my wife.
Making up for lost time, trying to find a career that I could be proud of.
I’ve spent so much time going in the wrong direction, I feel almost guilty for having the chance to make up for it.
I almost feel guilty that I have to start from the bottom and go up.
But, not that guilty.
I know each milestone has its own place and time and I am damn proud of how I’m creating those milestones.
I feel damn proud that for once in my life, I feel like a go to guy.
I know I have a lot to make up for, but I know, in the end, time will be on my side.