I’m here though you are not.

I feel so empty your all I got.

This horrendous void I feel is starting to tear me apart.

Not being with you gives me knife stabbing pain directly to the heart,

I hope she is ok, in good hands, the thoughts  drive me insane.

I’m so alone and from the crippling thoughts I can’t abstain.

Dear God your not here and my life’s not the same.

You are my balance, my soul, you are the only channel thats on in my brain.

A very large part of me dies like a flower out of ground.

I miss you more than words can say when you’re not around.