A people person, funny and outgoing, that’s me.
Full of life and ambitious,
I enjoyed life to the fullest and love to party.
Yes, a social butterfly but, I begun to suffer social anxiety and all.
It bacame worst, I wasn’t my best self,
Neither could I understand my true self
Hey, what’s going on with myself.
I became less and less visible and my bedroom was my only comfort zone.
But, I knew, I wasn’t depressed and so I shrugged my shoulder and ignored.
Yes, I am suffering from Chronic pain which sometimes holding me back and need to slow down.
When I am recharge, I noticed, I have the energy to please everyone.. Yeah.
Being introvert, is not my personality, born Leo the Lion and I’m full of life and queen of the party.
I am a people person and I hate being alone, consumed by my own thoughts will make me crazy.
I don’t want to live like Hermits, Monks or in a cloistered nun in a monastery.
I felt awkward for acting indifferent and that’s not me.
I want to be around with people and be happy, I made a lot of soul searching and meditating and
I made a covenant to myself and learned that, it’s imperative to make one thing and one day at a time and
Not to overwhelm with too many appointment.
I know myself better now, by doing exactly one thing and one day at a time.
I enjoyed reading this poem. I enjoyed the rhythm and parallelism (of sorts) of the lines that included “myself”, “trueself” and “best self.”
Thank you Ingrid, I’m so happy you like it and that poem is really me and myself. My hugs!❤️