10pm

i imagine the sunset as a blanket

thrown over the earth

floating down upon it

slowly enveloping the world in darkness

nothing can escape the coziness

of the night time covers

being pulled up to our chins

and the cool air of the wind

gently patting our head

whispering

rest my babies rest

Kaleidoscope

We shift,
And the colours come into view.
I turn into your shoulder
And the red folds into blue.
The blue catches the lamplight
From the bedside table,
By its glint we read our book
And fractal evenings stable.
The light fades into yellows
Like sun on summer grass
And we turn again, unending;
The future fills the past.

Hour 17

Kettles boiling

Art speaking

Lilacs blooming

Electric shocking

Ice cream dreams

Dancing butterflies

Oceans swaying

Sycamore trees talking

Clouds floating

Oranges full of scent

Poppies blossoming

Everything as it should be

7pm. Poem 17. Kaleidoscope (a four stanza tanka)

7pm. Poem 17.

Kaleidoscope (a four stanza tanka)

Lemme shimmy down
get a better view from thereĀ 
or a different one
than I’ve been holding fast to
a lighter one than lately.

Lemme turn the wheel
look for fish shapes, Moons, and Suns
and pink, rough cat tongues
hanging from triangular
blue and purple kitten heads.

Lemme see through shards
of wildly vibrant glass shapes.
Let them form tall trees
and lighted backed sharp prisms
to set me back on my path.

Lemme skry my tales
of futures to remember
of plans made before
coming here to live them out,
how my new roads will wind down.

2023 Hour 17: Kaleidoscope

I repeat the stories.
The ones I remember,
The ones I’ve heard.
The ones that make me
Who I am.
And with each telling,

Memories scatter.
Fracture.
Settle into unexpected,
Unexplained places.
Transposing names,
Faces,
Experiences.
Until my world is
New again.

One Step at a Time

cw: none

When the canary next eats flowers,
it thinks of the taste of bird seed.
When the gentle hands return,
it gathers up all the remaining parchment,
and all the spilled ink,
and the hands take it away.
Behind, they leave birdseed.
The canary thinks that
it doesn’t mind this so much.

Theremin (17)

A very nice amplifier system

pulled from years of playing in a post rock band

where the same note for 20 minutes

made you feel real deep and cool

standing at the show, staring at the projector screen

black and white images of birds

buildings collapsing

now hooked up to theremin

and aimed at the house next door

who thought last night’s band practice was loud

‘Good morning, Philistines.’

and then conductor style waving of hands

shaking wildly as alien sounds are amplified

to unsafe levels

as if they were touching down

to a very sick score.

 

Every day is a great day

Every day is a great day

Hundreds of dreams
Thousands of thoughts,
Millions of great ideas
Wake up with me.

Every morning motivates me
To rise again like the sun,
Every night teaches me
There is an immense dark.

However,
there are twinkling stars,
There are full moon nights.

I wake up with hopes
I sleep with faith
I had a bad day yesterday,
Today was good.

Tomorrow will be better…..

Forgiveness

Hour Fifteen 11:11

I once had a friend named Bitterness
whose caustic nature ate away
at the very core of my being.
Memories, a swampland I slogged through
with years of mud caked to
the tattered soul at my feet
while Bitterness urged me toward my defeat.
The pain, a prickly blanket
tearing at the flesh of my persona-
souring the taste I once had
for the life of present or future.
Bitterness took my hand
and led me down the
dark recesses of my past
with empty tables and empty glasses
and food that sustained my ashen tongue
that did nothing but articulate
my fragmented heart and destitution of life.
A mere existence of breath
and rapid heartbeat
pounding out of breath
as the well of optimism ran dry-
thus dehydrated pleasantries
clung to the surface of a parched soul
like the remnants of an ancient banana
clinging to the stillness of a table-
the former fruit of my labors of kindness.
Biting the bit in which Bitterness led me,
it cajoled me to linger within
dusty hallways of
what might have been
and the cumbersome load of
what if’s spurning another
onset of optimistic senility
stunting growth and movement.
Chained to the ground-
burdened by the perceived slights
and desperate attempts to
condemn my heart to a
purgatory of charcoal existence.

When one day, Grace and Mercy appeared,
their blinding light cutting through the
melancholic shadows
spotlighting my wounds.
Their illumination an antiseptic
stinging like nettles
burrowing within the fleshy bits
of wounds ages old
that had not yet healed properly.
Layers of scab grew up on scab
with each turn in the past
they caught up on the amassing agony
tearing on the edges like paper.
They plucked the darkness from me-
hushing the protests of Bitterness
and it reluctantly stepped aside and back.
As years of pain and trauma that had
grown like a cancer onto my countenance,
Grace and Mercy, with delicate touch
and a hush of love to quiet my cries
exhaled a breath of life into
the cancerous unhealed darkness
and it shrank at the warmth,
skulking away in a huff of offense
and shaking with fear
at the strength I had to slip
from the evil of it’s gnarled grasp.
The two new friends with the touch of warmth
defrosted the icy bits of me
that had caused me to grow hard,
reminding me of what it’s like to feel soft
and that those who inflicted pain
also suffer from the same ailment as I.
With a smile, they sat with me
threading a needle each to
bind the wounds-
covering them in a poultice of
God’s word and refreshing my memory
of His love and the sacrifice made-
of a love that covers a multitude of sin
and from Him,
my healing begins
and is completed, creating a whole me
as opposed to the fractioned self
Bitterness encouraged me to be.
My resolve resurrected as He is,
I’m ushered to continue my path
leading out from the darkness
of a perpetual death
and into the light of day.
For the sun shines upon Him
as He leads the way-
To be forgiven one must forgive
He states,
so Bitterness had no choice
but to walk away.