Embody

She breaks like a wave
A spray of sea salt
Shattering against a civil rebellion

Fragments illuminated
Casting fractal rainbows
Lighting scattered shadows
Satisfaction and regret

Unfurling
This sea rises
Manifesting
This storm roils

Corporeal
This girl exists
And
This war rages

Invisible

Have you ever felt invisible
Like you could be easily forgotten
If you disappeared today noone would notice
Well let’s not say noone maybe you have three or even one person who would realize your absence
Do you feel like your on a deserted island
All you wish for is someone to come rescue you
Have you every been in a crowded room with family
And you feel isolated like do they see me
Do you ever wonder am I not important to the people who means the world to me
Why I feel like I replaceable no one see me
Have you ever thought about is it me or them
Have I isolate myself
But how can you isolate youreslf when you try and try to sadly to say fit in
Feel like your apart of the family to only feel push out

Hour Thirteen – Biblioklept

Image courtesy of GraphicMama-team at Pixabay

 

She lingres between two shelves

And watches the library staff carefully

She hides behind a book

And quickly dodges out of sight

She sits at a table, pretending to study

She patiently waits for just the right moment,

Then slips a book… or two

Into her bag… or purse, if the book is small enough

She slyly walks toward the door

And when nobody’s looking

She walks out, tightly hanging on to her bounty.

Perhaps, if the library community is lucky enough

The biblioklept will never return

 

Antoinette LeRoux © 2019

 

My old self

Look here you are
Happy
Loved
Doing what you want
Living life on your terms
Getting better
With the one you love
Yes you survived

Dear old self
We all survive at last

Self Love

Poem 10

Self Love

By: Ashley L Powers

I’m proud of who I am

The woman before you has been through many trials

Had to fall on my face numerous times

But each time taught me a lesson

Not ashamed of my failures

Each time presented a challenge

And every time I accepted them

Fought through them

And came out victorious

I had to learn to love myself

Because if I didn’t

How was I going to know if others really loved me

The end result is the woman standing before you

Shattered but never broken

Damaged but not destroyed

One to Grow On

I can’t drown out that rhythm of venom, that cadence of wrath,
and the accretion of thriving muck at the bottom hungers, always.

A long breath hisses inward between teeth clenched without volition:

All life is sacred, and none is more sacred than our own,
the audience must needs think of me as pure and merciful;
A simple, clear song.

Outside of an asteroid or pyroclasm,
nature will bury this field of joys

But know I’m filled with wonder,
when shove comes to push.

In eyes deep as the well of souls,
the beauty of it is, you can be whatever you want!

Embody

Embody
Welcome to these bones
The frame of your home
Notice the curve of the walls
The cathedral of your chest
The acoustics a perfect match
To your heart beat

HEAR your lungs
Ceaselessly stoking
The kilns of your cells
FEEL  your softness
Secure and wrap you safely
TASTE your tears and sweat
That set free any bitterness
SMELL your scent
The chemistry only you carry
SEE your unique design
A blend only you can be

Please stay here
Tend and embody
This ecology

Questions at the Precipice

Is there a slow transition from living to dying?
Or does it happen instantaneously?

When my feet stopped growing at thirteen
I realized I can wear those 7.5 size shoes forever.
Did that signal my march towards the grave?

When I stopped growing a year after
I reached 5’5, the tallest I will ever be.
Is that when my body began to sink into the Earth?

Or was it when the summer excitement
mellowed each year to weariness?
Or even earlier

when my father stopped carrying me to bed from the car?
Is that where it begins?
Ends?

Imprint

Imprint
Dark, Cold, Empty
Just distance and loneliness that lay next to me
Where did he go? He was just here…
With his legs wrapped around me
His lips kissing me and his hands 
Caressing every inch of my frame,
But now, all I feel is chills and space
Where he once laid his head next to mine
Where did he go?
Does he know that when he left, he would take every piece of me
Every piece that Was Still Living
Does he know that when he left, 
he left me with this empty, cold feeling of loneliness
He took my mind, all I can remember is the conversations we had.
Conversations about life, goals, and our future while he laid next to me
But now when I look beside me he’s not there
Just an empty space with his body imprint on my sheets
He took my soul when I opened up my heart to him
Thinking he would never go, hoping he would stay and savor this treasure I gave him
He took my spirit away, theres no life in this room
Where our once beautiful relationship was made 
As I look at where he use to lay all I see is an empty space
Where the person I love use to lay, but he left with no concern
about the person who he once said he cared about
All that’s left is me and his imprint on my sheet…
I don’t want to carry him in my heart
I don’t want to consume him in my soul
I don’t want to feel this thing call love
Really what Is love?
I don’t want to hear those words 
I love you…
I don’t want to grasp the emotions
Of being in love
Really does love exist?
I don’t want to feel the embrace, call love making
I don’t want to hold this feeling call affection 
In my heart
Really is this affection of love or lust
I don’t want to think about this thing call love
imprint
Dark, Cold, Empty
Just distance and loneliness that lay next to me
Where did he go? He was just here