Sevenling

Kids at the zoo come to see

Dolphins, zebras, lions,

Monkeys flinging from the trees.

 

But they never see the men

All in white, scooping up trash,

Putting cherries in their cones.

 

When they go home, it’s never alone.

Seven-something, I think

My brain is starting to hurt.

My mind is weary.

I’m not sure I’m doing this right.

New stuff is scary.

It’s like standing naked in front of an audience and you’re all hairy- especially if you’re prone to like being a hair-free zone.

It is  watching your child jump from the roof purposely doing their best to give a ginormous fright.

This is motherhood. Are you ready?

Poem 8: “The Impossible Blessing”

how do you explain

what is beyond words?
something that grounds more than roots
and nurtures more than flowing water
encourages more than summer sunshine
supports steadier than sailing on wind
matters more than air in lungs
is more necessary than safe embraces?
how do you ever begin to  express
what is beyond your own comprehension
better than any wish imagined to a genie,
more anchoring than steel or silver?
the answer is the impossible blessing
of trying to give you my words
in exchange for all you have given to me.

Hour 8: Post 8: The Daydreamer

Creativity, chaos, illusions and dreams

Sadness, laughter, anxiety and defeat

This is what makes me who I am

Thoughts so scattered you couldn’t try and piece them together if you tried

Memories so embedded into my brain that I couldn’t carve them out with a knife if I needed to

Regrets that burn so deep, no amount of medicine can take away the sting

This is what it’s like living with demons inside your head

All they do is continually wish you dead

Remaining strong and grounded is a chore that most people couldn’t even believe

Yet I wake up every morning

Battling the same thoughts, day after day

Proving to myself and the world that while I may sometimes just live in a daydream

I’m also the hero in my own, unspoken, unappreciated story

Look at the stars
Shining above 
Look at the sky
Looming above
Look at the tree
Standing still 
Look at the clouds 
Moving in the air
Feel the breeze
Rustling your hair
Feel the joy
Floating in the air
And be thankful
For everything 

Prompt 10/H8-Form (Sevenling)

We had 3 things in common,
Same shoes, same hair,
even the same birthday.

We were strangers:
Different parents,
Different friends,
And different countries altogether.
Yet somehow I’m on trial for a crime she committed

Keep Out

The keyhole to her heart

Was covered with

Heavy chains

And padlocks

Anyone else

Would have heeded this

Unwritten

Keep Out sign

But he didn’t

Uncovered

Cancer has taken my

Mirth, Song

And Grace

 

And given me

Baldness

In their place, in their stead.

 

And I am uncovered from heart to head.

 

Prompt 10, Hour 8

Many things I treasure
Strong coffee, family, and love
Puppies and babies.

Other things are less a pleasure
Smelly socks, onions, and rudeness
Durian and hate.

….the feels are so intense.

Ideal Reader

My ideal reader must like
Tamora Pierce, Terry Pratchett,
And Josephine Tey

Though I don’t write magic,
Or comedy, or mystery; yet
These are my best fit.

I think my audience will be small.

 

Form and prompt: Write a sevenling.