7 – wolves
jump – wriggle – stretch – run
along overgrown mountain tracks
run down city streets
over an under, but never around
muscles ripple, hunger found
jump – wriggle- stretch – run
like you remember how to be free
like you remember how to see
Weaving Tales
Hour 3
Let’s find a road we haven’t traveled
Let’s weave a tale we haven’t told
In going out, we learn the stories of
where we’re from
Life is short so live your best tale
weaving stores ‘round the fire
weaving memories in our life
The Stream
I walk through the fields outside my house,
My headphones in,
Listening to some old Queen track,
I stop at the stream,
Watching the water flow in currents,
Splashing over the rocks, in a race to get to the finish line,
I take my headphones off,
Takig in the sounds of the stream, flowing by,
I hear it splash, and squelch and protest it’s hard jurney,
Slowly, I slip off my runners and ankle socks,
And set them on the marshy banks of the stream,
In my bare feet, I hop into the shallow stream,
I gasp at first, at how cold it is,
It feels like standing on a block of ice,
My heels bounce on the smooth, wet pebbles beneath me,
The water’s so shallow,
That it barely splashes against my ankles,
And I can hear a crow cawing, not far away,
It warms up a little,
And I smile too myself,
Because here, in this moment, I feel at peace
Of Innocence and Consequences (prompt 7 and 8, Hour 6)
Things could certainly have been different
if we were different people.
Songs of blame loop endlessly
when one person breaks free
and one is bound in place.
Abandoned in our small house,
made smaller by lack of you,
I grieved a long time.
Send in the Clowns was my theme for years,
until I realized my destiny can’t be tied
to someone who leaves,
or yours to someone who can’t move on.
Perhaps I could have shown love more—though
It always seemed we were solid and secure.
Perhaps I did make the relationship revolve around me.
That doesn’t mean I didn’t love you.
I loved our days of innocence and consequences
and understand the leaving now.
Hard lessons taught by thorns and pain made marks,
though we shared a rich story, a long walk
made mostly in joy.
You rebounded quickly.
My heart, a wounded deer,
at last peeks cautiously out.
Joy persists.
Whisp
I found solace in the silence of that now hallowed place where he had departed from me. It was that very silence which kept me there, lingering like petrichor. It was as though I had been clinging to the very absence of his breath as though I might fall from the heights of some great ledge that was, only mere moments ago, his person.
Ocean View (hour 7)
In this sea full of strangers,
apologies leak from my mouth,
surmounted by an ocean of guilt and shame.
I am not who they made me to be.
I am not delicate or tender.
Thick, dark, cruel waves crash down
on your soft, heartfelt intentions.
The depths of me are yet to be discovered;
Those who have tried have been buried at sea.
I am not your mother or friend.
I am not a gentle song for a quiet night.
In this sea full of strangers,
accusations drip from their mouths,
Surmounted by an ocean of “I warned yous”.
One Thousand and One
There were at least one thousand and one reasons to go back.
I only needed the one. Simple love lived there.
It had been years since I paid her a visit, yet she welcomed me like it was yesterday.
Simple love is easy that way.
As I drove through the sunlight hills untouch grass swayed in the wind. Waving at me.
The little boy that I once was ran across that field, farther away from home than he should be. But it was okay here.
Two childhood friends ran close behind and they all laughed so loud and pure that it flooded my ears.
They faded as I drove ahead. I smiled as they faded into my heart.
Big momma’s voice pulled me inside.
Papa was already there.
More food than my sisters and I would see on a table in the north state where we lived filled the table. It was all good.
Papa talked about his fields and beasts. His favorite tried to escape again to run and play. Again.
He was so proud that daddy would be back from serving his country soon. Our chatter made momma wake up.
The dinner scene faded into my heart. Tears of love filled my eyes.
Taller than allowed grass blades filled my eyes and the softened face of a strong man peered through the window.
The same voice, big momma’s song, called out my name. Her face showed that she had been happily blessed with many seasons.
Her round arms opened and welcomed me in.
It had been too many years. I always employ modern technology to bring these great people to me.
But this time. No. Nah. I needed to meet them here. One more time.
So I’d never forget Simple Love.
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If You’ll Excuse My Cliche’
Nothing seems to lock a box
and throw away the key
like religion.
Who makes the rules?
God?
Whose version of God?
Who writes the holy texts?
Who interprets them?
Who gets to decide what is and isn’t sin?
What is sin, anyway?
If it’s a sin to hurt another,
shaming is a sin.
Shame destroys.
Who says it’s wrong to question God?
God’s existence?
Heaven and hell?
To question anything?
If there’s only one right way to heaven,
why are there so many different roads
and road maps?
Draw your own damn map!
Don’t get locked in to someone else’s prison
of beliefs, someone else’s definition
of good, bad, holy, unholy.
Seek your own truth.
Love and compassion
are the only holy texts
you need.
Hour 7. (2019)
Shantyman: As I looked to the grey-speckled sky
Shantyman: Fluttrin above there was a magpie
Shantyman: And into the wind a song it did cry:
All: Don’t bear me down O’ Lore Lay
Shantyman: “Close ahead a maiden resides”
Shantyman: “To live, thou must shelter thine ears and thine eyes”
Shantyman: “For if you do not, by her spell shall you die!”
All: Don’t bear me down O’ Lore Lay
truth-telling
Don’t let them lie to you. This shit is HARD.
It’s a thankless grind,
a neverending litany of everything you
didn’t know
didn’t finish
didn’t get right
didn’t make it through
and every day it
starts over
keeps coming
won’t stop
won’t ever stop
won’teverevereverstop
and you can’t make the ends meet
and you can’t make the pieces fit
and you’re quite certain that the light at the end of this tunnel is
an oncoming train.
But some days…
Some days it all falls into place.
It all comes together and comes into focus.
And you can trace the patterns and see the path.
And the light hits everything just right and you’re quite certain that
you’ve never been a part of anything more beautiful in your life.
So no lies. This shit is HARD.
But some days?
Some days this shit is MAGIC.